When we were little
We had each other
And the when you blew away
With the wind
I had to learn to socialize
With people other
Than you, Joshy, or Rissy
You of all people know
how hard it is to
get me to talk to others
When we were little
Soccer was our everything
You played goalie
And I still play forward
Some things will never change
Because I was always better
At dribling it put you on your ass
When we were little
we shared a room
With Manchester United sheets
And teddy bears galore
Because you could never sleep
With out Ms. Dude
That big blue bear
Who no one was allowed to touch
Except for me
When we were little
I relied on you
for most of everything
Now I do not trust anyone fully
I try to keep to my self
Most of the time
I avoid making new friends
When we were little
You were alive
I wasn't dying
And we didn't have to worry
When I was little
I lost you, I lost my everything