Avengers Smut/Fluff

Bucky Barnes- I Loved, and I Loved, and I Lost You (Part 2)

Summery: SHIELD finds your body after you have been frozen for a few years. You are in a uniform just like the Winter Soldiers, but yours is all white and already covered in blood. The first thing you do when you wake up it sit up straight and say, "Ready for orders."

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"Okay, that was all we needed you for." Said the man from earlier, and he had two very strong men hold Bucky back as he took me by the arm and dragged me to the other frozen bodies, only I wasn't dead. "Have fun~. This is a little experiment, just sit back and relax." He injected something into my neck, and shoved me into the tube thing and froze my body. The last thing I saw was Bucky fall to his knees, calling out my name. 'I love you Bucky' was my last thought before it all went blank. I was frozen, and couldn't do anything.

I felt my body being moved, but I couldn't move or speak. I remembered the words they forced me to remember, and how they took my Bucky away from me. I felt my body warming up, and soon I had to actually breath. I forced myself to take deep breaths, opening my eyes. A was in a room with people wearing lab coats, so I sat up with my eyes straight forward and placed my hands on my thighs. "Ready for orders." The words leave your mouth before you can saw anything, and you look up to a dark skinned man as he walks into the room. He was reading over my file, and I moved my head back to look straight forward.

"Do you remember these two men?" The dark skinned man held up a picture of Bucky and Steve. My heart jumped to my throat. "Y-yes sir. That is James Barnes and Steve Rogers." He nodded, putting the picture down. "What is your past with them?" He put his hands behind his back. "We all grew up together. Our mothers were all friends. But when I was a nurse in the war, Steve and James were fighting for our country. I was then kidnapped by HYDRA and built James's prosthetic arm." Tears came to my eyes as the memories flooded my brain.

I looked up into the dark man's eyes and continued. "They shoved me into that tube and froze me. I could feel everything without needed to do anything. They took me out when they needed me to...kill others. I was called 'The Back-Up', I wasn't to speak to anyone or anything. I was sent into situations to kill everyone and everything." The dark skinned man nodded.

"Did they force you to do all of this?" He asked, and I nodded. "They would force me by threatening to hurt James, or they would say they would let him out of isolation. I had to help him, he was all I had left." The man nodded, and helped me stand up. I fell onto my face as I felt pain shoot up from my ankles, and they quickly got a doctor to me.

"Her ankles have been broken, sir. Most likely after they sedated her the last time." Explained the doctor. They carried me to a room and set me down on the bed, hand cuffing each wrist. I understood why, they didn't know what I could do and if I was calm. I screamed in pain when the doctor kept rotating them, and he jotted some notes down. Then I felt the muscles inside my ankles come together and repair itself. The bone fused together and snapped my toes to point at the ceiling.

That was the worst pain I've ever had, but somehow I didn't pass out. The doctor took more notes, and I heard the door burst back open. Then I felt the bones of my ribs fusing together, and I pulled at the cuffs to get to my ribs. "My... My rib bones are fusing back together!" I finally choked out, and almost punched the doctor when all he did was nod. "For Gods sake, give her something for the pain!" Yelled out a male's voice, and I opened my eyes enough to see Steve.

I couldn't really hug him or anything, and I knew I looked terrible. The white leather vest that was covering me felt too closed in, and someone else cut into it to reveal my tank top. I felt like I could breath again, and the doctor took Steve a bit away from me. I didn't care anymore about what they were talking about, but I could feel all of my little cuts fusing together and my sprained elbow recovering.

"LET ME SEE HER" boomed a voice I never thought I'd hear again. Soon the blue eyed man I fell in love with was in my line of vision and pushing my hair back from my forehead. "We found you finally. I tried to get you out (Y/N), I swear. But they changed locations and we couldn't find you." I just nodded, happy to see him again. The doctor then explained to him my ability, and I felt myself stop fixing myself.

The doctor looked me over for a few more days and then let me out. I limped my way to the elevator, and pressed the button for the top floor where the others would be. I knew who all of them were now. I saw Natasha and Bruce talking, Tony was getting coffee, Thor was talking to Steve and Bucky about Asgardian whiskey.

I limped my way out, and Wanda was right at my side. "Bucky, your girlfriend is a here!" She smiled at you and Bucky's head whipped to look at me. He jumped over the couch and picked me up bridal style. We were both wearing dark jeans and hoodie. I giggles softly and said, "Hey Buck. We are twinning." He chuckled and held me close to him, not letting me go.

"Well, now we all know what old Bucky here and (Y/N) are going to do tonight." Hinted Tony, and I glared over at him. Then he yelled as a loud 'POP' came from his back. "I just reset your back for you, but it hurt like hell didn't it?" I said sweetly, and Thor held up his hands. "Remind me to not bring Loki here to Lady (Y/N), she could break him." I laughed at this, and felt Bucky cuddle into my neck. He was showing me how to use an iPhone, and I caught on pretty quickly. "No fair! It took me weeks to understand how to turn it on!" Whined Steve, and he just backed up when I kept staring at him. I was finally getting the life I wanted.