All Those Years

Back to Reality

Three years later

"Dam it! A month Elsa a month you got a month, you only have to hold the scepter and orb until the bishop finished it won't be so long, remember conceal it don't feel it" the thought then she put her teal gloves back on that her mother left her before she left. The gloves had some kind of magical property Elsa could tell it felt like a safe locking her powers in place and she can't use her magic through the gloves ether "why didn't my mom give them to me before? But I still have to take them off". Maybe she should just cancel maybe the bishop won't notice if she just "forgot" to take them off but "I'm canceling but I can't my aunt already RSVP but she can't make it so my cousin and her husband accepted to go very graciously, you are not canceling this Elsa". The month felt like an eternity she couldn't even sleep she just got out of bed and got ready "it's just for today it's just for today it's just for today, then you can close the gates and everything will be fine" then decided to practice one more time but as soon as she touched the candle sick it was covered with frost, and she immediately put her gloves back on and stared at her father's picture "this is for you the be the good girl you always have to be". It was now morning Elsa opened her study room door and saw the servants awaiting her command "it's just for today, conceal don't feel" she thought then she gave her first command "tell the guards to open up the gates". She walked out to the balcony and saw the gates open and the people flooding in in that moment she forgot how big her kingdom actually was her gust were arriving "your majesty it is time to head down to the chapel, your carriage awaits you out by the main entrance" Kai told her

While in the carriage she kept her curtains down it was going to take her awhile to just used to the full light of day her heart felt like it was about to pound out of her chest, she felt like she was stripped away from everything she knew and sent to a different planet, the environment was so different so many different sounds and people cheering and the feeling of people starring at her that was something she definitely wasn't used to "your majesty we are here". She got out of the carriage and her driver bowed in respect she bowed back "Thank you" and she went into the chapel. Has she was making her way down the aisle diplomats and citizens were just staring at her but to her it felt so violating to her it felt like they were trying to found out her secret. She was now standing in front of the bishop waiting for the bishop she caught a glimpse of Kai and Gerda giving a gentle wave trying to reassure her. They were the two people she felt comfortable around and trusted, because they knew her secret and they were the only other people she had connect with. Finally the bishop held in front of her the scepter and the orb, she took a deep breath when she was about to grab them the bishop whispered to her "your majesty the gloves" and she just stared at her hands she slowly took of the gloves her hands starting to tremble. "Remember conceal don't feel as soon as he's done put them down and put gloves back on" she thought she picked up the orb and the specter she saw the crowd stand, hearing the bishop speaking. The bishop to her was taking forever her hands started to shake her expression was fear as she saw the frost slowly starting to from "conceal don't feel, why is this taking so long? Someone going to notice, someone's going to notice" she thought her heart started pounding the more frost started to gather the longer she felt it took now her whole body was trembling "I can't do this" she thought "Queen Elsa of Arendelle" as soon as the bishop said queen she put the orb and the scepter down and put the gloves back on. "Queen Elsa of Arendelle!" The crowd cheered Elsa tried her best to give a simile that didn't say someone get me out of here she quickly got in the carriage and was about to head to the party "well at least the worst part is over and I can end the party when ever I like, then why am I so nervous?" She stood in the hallway waiting for Kai to announce her name, Elsa stood up straight regal and held her ground like her father always told her and had a genuine smile as her mother told her "Queen Elsa of Arendelle" Kai shouted when Elsa stood in front of the throne the party guessed bowed in respect "this isn't so bad" she thought "Princess Anna of Arendelle" Kai shouted then Elsa became tense locking her fingers tighter into place. When her sister stood next to her, Elsa could tell she was uncomfortable "say something, you should at least be the one to break the ice you owe her that much just imagine her as a guest who just came up to you" Elsa thought she didn't like the idea of treating her sister like anyone else but that was the only way she was going to talk to her "Hi" Elsa said her sister turned around in surprise "Hi me oh hi". Elsa knew it was a start at least "you look beautiful" "thanks you look beautifuller, I mean you don't look fuller I mean you look more beautiful" Elsa couldn't help but laugh she was surprise to see her up close how much she's actually grown she could tell she was nervous but she was glad to see she grew up okay and was still child like "thank you". Okay now I'm getting to formal think of something, she turned back toward the crowd "so this is what a party looks like" she said "it's warmer then I thought". That made Elsa giggle she was right it was warmer then she was used to "and what is that amazing smell "chocolate" they said in unison. Later a Duke wanted to dance with Elsa she couldn't dance so she volunteered her sister instead, now that was a sight Elsa managed to maintain her composure somewhat "if only this could last forever" but she knew that was wishful thinking. Her sister came back exhausted then she asked Elsa the question she didn't want to hear "I wish it could be like this all the time" "me too but..." She couldn't face her while finishing her response "but it can't" her sister looked confused "she thought things would be different and her I am about to disappoint her like I did with my parents" "it just can't" it came out harsh which she didn't want. She saw her sister walk off on the verge of tears, Elsa looked down at her hands "why can't things be different?" She kept her distance though out most of the party and greeted everyone then she saw her cousin Repunzel and decided to go over to greet her cousin. They both bowed, "hi... Queen Elsa it's nice to finally meet you I'm sorry my mother couldn't be here she really wanted to come but she and my father had important business to attend to" Elsa maintain her distance she didn't want to but she couldn't help it she did her best to not look uncomfortable "that's quite alright I know they were sisters and were very close" "I'm sorry I forgot to introduce someone this is my husband Eugene" Elsa looked at him he was fairly handsome brunette seem to be just a few years older than her cousin "nice to meet you Eugene" she said "the honor is mine, we also wanted to give our condolences in person we are so sorry". It took Elsa a while to respond "thank you... And I offer my condolences to your mother in law tell her I said hi" "of course" they talked for a few minutes and Repunzel was going to make Eugene dance with Elsa but she said she didn't dance and that they should dance with each other. Then "Elsa! I mean my Queen may I introduce you to Prince Hans of the Southern Isles" Elsa glanced at him she could tell there was something off about him if there was one thing she knew it was how to fake your character, "your majesty" Hans said then bowed Elsa bowed back. What are they going to say "we would like... Your blessing of our marriage!" "Marriage?" Wait what? She isn't is she serious? , what does Hans really want "I'm sorry, I'm confused" what is Anna thinking this is a fairy tale, a ceremony here, inviting brothers "wait Anna" this is ridiculous I'm sorry Anna "wait hold on no ones brothers are staying here no is getting married" her sister was surprised by her reaction "wait what?" Her sister said "my I talk you please alone" "no what ever you have to say you can say to both of us" Elsa could tell Hans was uncomfortable but there was something about him that didn't sit well with her. "Okay fine you can't marry a man you just met" "you can if its true love" her sister responded "Anna what would you know about true love?" What would any of us know "more than you all you know is out to shut people out" I wish you hadn't said that Anna you don't even know why. Elsa took a deep breath trying to maintain her composure "you asked for my blessing but my answer is no, now if you may excuse me..." She walked away she knew she couldn't loose her composure so she declared the party over and ordered to have the gates closed but her sister wasn't done. Suddenly Elsa felt her glove being pulled off her hand "ahh give me my glove!" But her sister refused and pleaded to not have the gates closed, but Elsa knew that couldn't happen so she said the words she was hoping she would never have to say "then leave" her sister was stunned the words left a bad taste in Elsa's mouth but she tucked her hand under her arm and started to walk away. "What did I ever do to you" "enough Anna" she said "no why?" Anna please Elsa just about had enough she felt her emotions taking over frost forming at her finger tips. Breathe just breathe conceal don't feel conceal but her sister was persistent "why did you shut me out" you wouldn't understand "why do you shut the world out" Anna please you don't understand you don't understand you don't know you'll never know "what are you so afraid of!" What am I afraid of! Elsa just about had it "I said enough!" in anger and when her arm extended spikes of ice came out from her hands. She looked at everyone's faces filled with fear look at what I've done I can't I can't then she looked at her sister shocked "Elsa" she couldn't look at her she couldn't look at anyone she found the door knob and bolted out the door. Elsa finally made it out of the castle her people were clapping although to her she had to keep distance from everyone she didn't want anyone to get hurt. She kept dogging and weaving but people kept coming up to her stay away from me! She needed to get out "Queen Elsa are you alright?" She saw the mother with her child she just held her hands to her chest not wanting to hurt them shaking backing away afraid she hit the edge of the fountain and braced herself with her hand and recoiled when she saw the fountain freeze. Then she saw the Duke come out of the door "stop her!" "Please just stay away from me stay away" as she gestured with her hands ice came out and hit the castle's entrance knocking over the Duke and several of the citizens. The Duke pointed at her "monster, monster!" She tucked her hands in her chest and turned toward her citizens they all stepped back looks of fear on there faces he's right I am a monster I have to get out of here. She was at the fjords ice was forming from her feet she took one look back when "Elsa!" Anna say away from me I don't want to hurt you again stay away she didn't what to do she wanted to run but the ocean was in her way then saw it start to freeze she took one look back I'm sorry Anna but I won't hurt you again she stepped onto the ocean and a sheet of ice formed she could get across so she broke into a run with sheets of ice forming with every step. When she made to the other side she kept running not looking back, she just kept running Mama Papa I'm sorry but I could never take over the kingdom Anna will be a better leader; at least now I won't be able to hurt any one.  

Yay the longest chapter and most likely the last because I always felt that for this story it was a good place to stop but if you want more... Let me know what you thought I can't believe it I published my first story! I think I did an okay job for my first story anyways I hope you guys enjoyed it and let me know if you want another fanfic inspired by Frozen or something else. I want to thank my counselor and my teacher and mom who encouraged me to do this I feel so much better now that I've done it and Thank You all so much for reading!! Until next time :)