Shattered(Phanfiction)

Umm hi again...

•phils POV•
"Sir?" A semi handsome nurse said. "You can leave the hospital if you'd like., I also noticed that boy that came in... The one with the fringe..."
"What about him...?"
"Well sir I noticed he was forcing you into a relationship you, and I was wondering if you would happen to go out for coffee with me."
Oh so this is flirting.
"Why not." I said a bit to quickly.
"So mystery nurse man, what's your name?
"Oh aha I probably should've told you that before asking you out, but it's Chris." He laughed at the end of his sentence... Weird...
We diss used where we would meet, and what time, he then left the room to let me get dresses. This is going to be a very stressful date... Especially because I may have slight feelings for Dan...
I put on a light blue button up with black skinny jeans and left the room. I walked the hospital trying to find the exit to the point a random lady pointed me to the right way. #embarrassing You know what's even more embarrassing? The fact I used a hashtag irl. And the fact I said irl irl... I get a ride back to Dan's house. Considering moving elsewhere... We'll see. I comb my fringe and straighten my it. Then walk out of the house. No one was there so that was good I guess. I walk to the Starbucks near my house, semi excited to see Chris.
I walk in seeing a young boy with brown eyes, and a brown fringe kissing a boy with brown hair and green eyes. Dan and Chris... I screamed loud enough to get both of their attention and ran out, tears streaming down my face. WHY CAN'T I JUST KILL MYSELF?! I ran to Dan's house to get all of my essentials, then ran to a motel. This is an impossible year...

Authors note: OMFG SHE UPDATED! WOW! But yeah I was bored, and didn't  feel like updating my other fan fic. But if you're reading this and want to read such better writing, read my Phan/Janiel fic, just go to my account, it's called caught, and in my opinion way better than this. Thx if you're still reading this❤️