My brain billows enough hate.
My arms show my fate.
With closed eyes i scream.
With open arms i reach.
A cold sting and its all released.
Until one day i decide to make it deep.
I write a note and lay in my bed.
I envision death in my head.
I dont want heaven.
I dont want hell.
I want peaceful black.
I dont want to feel.
The pain haunting me is surreal.
So let me die in peace.
Let my heart go.
If you love me, the pain i feel you know.
I awaken in a white room.
The doctors will be in soon
Another lecture.
Another stay.
No! i take a razor and cut the bandage to set myself free.
There is no help on earth for me.
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PoetryA collection of poems reflecting life. Contains scenes of depression, anxiety, suicide. Probably not updated frequently. *CAUTION MAY CONTAIN MATERIAL NOT SUITABLE FOR YOUNG READERS* *TRIGGER WARNING: CERTAIN THINGS WROTE HERE MAY TRIGGER DEPRESSION...
