My Poems

Not able to move on

Trying to move on from you is hell.
I don't know what to do, I don't know what to feel.
I am afraid of getting hurt.
But seeing you with other girls breaks my heart.

I torture and torment.
Mess around and play.
It's only to cover up that I feel this way.
Never in a million years did I think somebody would wrap me around their finger like this.

You are going to read this and laugh.
I am going to think about how pathetic I sound.
You are going to continue on with yourself.
I am going to live in the past.
I won't be able to say goodbye so fast.

I thought about this time of year when we were together.
I thought about spending the holidays together.
Now I think I was stupid because I fell for you so hard.
But I know you didn't mean to do me wrong.

Now that I have that out in the open you know where I stand.
Mom says you still love me.
I think she has her head in no mans land.
I know you don't feel for me any longer.
So now when I see you and turn my head away,
You know it is because it feels like I got stabbed in the heart when I see your face.

I will always love you.
I will always miss being safe in your arms.
The thought of us spending forever together.
Never felt wrong.

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A/N I took a stroll away from the suicidal part sort of....tell me what u think I love reading the comments :)