Who Should I Choose? (Camren/You)

Chapter 3

*The Next Day*
As soon as you open your eyes your head begins to pound.
    Where the fuck am I? Is the first question you ask yourself. You're laying in an unknown bed in an unfamiliar bedroom, naked. You look to your right and see what you assume to be under the covers, a naked girl, peacefully sleeping. All of a sudden flashbacks from the previous day fill your head. You and Camila fighting and breaking up, going to Joe's, Normani making you God knows how many Black Outs, talking for what felt like an eternity about everything and anything, Green Eyes. Not only did you drink with and talk to Green Eyes for hours, but you also went home with her and let's just say, did R-rated things to each other, throughout the night. You can't remember every little detail but you know you enjoyed it. As you stare at Green Eyes's body for what you assume to be the last time, you can't help but smile.
    God, she's still ridiculously beautiful, even while drooling. After ogling Green Eyes for a few more minutes, you finally get up and gather your clothes. You debate with yourself whether you should write her a note or something. Wouldn't it kind of be an asshole move to just up and leave after an amazing night? What on earth should you write though? After minutes of tough deliberation, you settle on writing,
     Hey Stranger,
I would write your name down but I don't think I know it. I'm sorry about that by the way. I feel like after all we talked about last night I should at least know your name right? Oh well, I guess you'll just have to be remembered as Green Eyes for now. Anyways, thank you for last night. It's all a bit blurry (thanks Black Outs) but I definitely know I had a great time and that I accomplished my goal of forgetting for a night. I'm just going to be honest, I like you, but I'm not going to give you my number. This might be really stupid but I kind of want to leave it up to fate or God or whatever the hell would make me see you again. Ya never know, maybe we're meant for each other?;) I'm not really sure how to end this so I guess I'll just say see ya later alligator? (Maybe).
~That Stranger from Joe's

    You exit Green Eyes's house after setting the letter down on her kitchen table at 8:00 AM. You walk a few blocks and stop off at a small coffee shop and get yourself a drink. You hope the coffee will help with the hangover. You decide it's time to check your phone. You assume at least Dinah tried to contact you. You pull out your phone and turn it on. Your assumption was correct. Dinah had texted three times, and surprisingly Camila called once but hadn't left a voicemail.
    From Finah Jane💋🔥: Ok. Clear your head and try to relax but don't have too much fun! Fuck I sound like such a mom.
    From Finah Jane💋🔥: Yo where you at? It's pretty late and maybe it'd be a good idea to just come crash at my place? Just a suggestion...
    From Finah Jane💋🔥: Damnit Y/N stop forcing me to be such a mom! You better be safe. Contact me tomorrow please. Ily you little inconsiderate asshole.
    From Y/N: Hi mommy! Sorry jk that wasn't funny. Thank you for caring and I'm sorry for not texting sooner. No worries though, I decided to crash at Cal's house last night. I love you too btw.

    Even though you kind of feel bad about lying, you know you can't tell Dinah anything about what happened between you and Green Eyes. She loves you, no doubt, but she also loves Camila, maybe even a little more than she loves you. If you were to tell her you went and slept with a stranger right after your breakup, Dinah would throat punch you and probably tell Camila. Even though it really shouldn't matter anymore, you definitely don't want her to find out. You know it will crush her and make her feel even more anger towards you then what she's already feeling. Luckily for you, you do have someone you can go talk to and trust. Your childhood best friend, Calum Hood. (A/n idk why, I'm not even a big 5sos fan, but Calum popped up in my head for this role. If you don't like him though feel free to comment someone else or just change it in your head?) Calum has been by your side through the majority of your life and he has always been amazing. He has always been like a big brother to you, you can trust him to be fair yet honest with you whenever you need advice. He's also super chill and just a fun guy. He likes Camila overall, but he has always thought her secrecy was shady. You decide to text him and ask if you can go over to his house.
    From Y/N: Hey Cal. Some stuff's going down right now and I could really use some of your stellar listening skills and advice giving. Mind if I drop by soon?
He responds back almost instantly.
    From Cal😎💪🏽: Of course. Front doors open and I'm making breakfast!
That's one of the many reasons you love your best friend. He's always doing extra without even being asked. You begin walking to Calum's house. After fifteen minutes, you arrive on his doorstep. You open the door and immediately spot Calum in the kitchen,
    "Cal!"
    "Y/N/N!" You practically run up to him and jump into his arms. Your hug lasts around five seconds and then he drops you,
    "Meanie!" You say in a childish voice. You and him act like five year olds most of the time,
    "You shouldn't be saying that to a guy who just made you some bomb ass pancakes. You made it in perfect timing by the way. Wanna go sit on the couch and eat and talk?" You nod your head and grab the plate full of pancakes and some forks and make your way to the couch,
    "So what's happening?" He asks with a caring look on his face. You dive into the story, telling him everything that has happened within the past day. He remains quiet the entire time, listening attentively like always. After you finish the entire story, he sits quietly, seemingly trying to wrap his head around the entire situation and gathering his thoughts,
    "Well, let me start off by saying I'm sorry about Camila. You know I've always questioned her, but I know you love her, so that really sucks. I support you 100% though, you need honesty and I applaud you for standing up for yourself. As for the going out and getting drunk part, I'm actually kind of happy you did that. It's something completely different than what you'd typically do so I'm happy you were able to let go for a night instead of moping around. As for the whole Green Eyes situation, I'm glad you were able to talk to someone and have fun, but hooking up with her might not have been the best decision. I know you were drunk and you liked her, but it might fuck up your chances of getting back together with Camila again if she is willing to open up to you. Does that make sense?"
    "Ya, it makes perfect sense actually. I kind of feel bad about sleeping with Green Eyes now. It was amazing, she's amazing, but it was overall a drunken and reckless decision. Camila's not going to find out about it though. Whether I plan on getting back together with her or not, I don't want her to know. It would hurt her and that's the last thing I want to do,"
    "You know you're going to have to face her again right? Whether it's to try to talk it out or to get more of your clothes,"
    "Yeah. I know... But can that wait till tomorrow? I'd really like to spend today chilling with my best friend, talking, eating, and watching movies,"
    "Ok. I suppose that can be arranged," He says with a smile on his face. With that, you get yourself into a comfortable position on the couch and start scrolling through Netflix whilst continuing to eat pancake,
Might as well enjoy today, I highly doubt tomorrow is going to be a picnic...

    A/n: There's chapter three! Hope you enjoyed. This might not be the spot to discuss it, but screw it, I'm going to anyways. I watched 5H perform tonight through periscope. They were absolutely incredible! The girls, the costumes, the singing, the dancing, just the 7/27 vibes overall were great. I really wish I could watch them in real life... Unfortunately the closest they're coming to me is like 3 and a half or so hours away (my parents would have to drive me) and I'm kinda running low on money (#SadTimes) haha nah it's all good, I just hope I can see them in person one day though! My fave songs that they sang tonight would prob have to be Big Bad Wolf and Brave Honest Beautiful (acoustic). Every song was amazing but holy guacamole those two were absolute gold to me. I wish they would've sang 1000 hands because that song's beautiful (even tho it's not available on the U.S album, like wtf is that about?) but it's all good! What wasn't good was that damn Voicemail tease! Like wtf you can't do that! I was mentally trying to prepare myself for Camila's part in that song and then they just stopped 10 seconds in and starting singing Worth It. Don't do me like that 5H! Lol but anyways this tour is going to be amazing. You're v blessed if you get to witness it. Ok well I'm gonna stop my rant now and ask the chapter question... Q: What do you think is going to happen with Camila? How will she react when you show up at the apartment? Are you two going to get back together or break up for sure? Is she going to find out about your one night stand somehow? K well I'm gonna go now. Sorry for the long a/n's btw. I'm not going to lie though they're prob always gonna happen... I guess #SorryNotSorry then. K thanks byeee!
~L<3