Who Should I Choose? (Camren/You)

Chapter 15

It feels as if a bomb has just been dropped. There's chaos all around you, but it's a silent, discreet chaos. Nobody seems to notice your current frozen state. You don't know if you should approach your girlfriend or just let her be. For that matter, you have no clue about anything that you should or should not do, which scares you. As you're standing there having an inner debate with yourself, you fail to realize that Camila is walking towards you. You finally snap back to reality when you feel someone grab your hand and tug you towards the door. Your feet move almost robotically, as if you have no control over yourself. It's cloudy and dark outside, signaling that there's probably a storm coming soon,
Fucking ironic... Once you're standing a ways away from the house, the person who was leading you let's go of your hand and turns to face you. It's then when you finally see the face of your crying, yet still tremendously beautiful, girlfriend. You try to read her in every way you can think of, but nothing is working. You know she's hurt and more than likely mad, but you have no clue what she's going to say,
"I think it's time to talk, yea?" She says rather aggressively. All you can do is nod and look at anything but her, "Since you seem to be mute all of a sudden, I guess I'll start. I just had to learn from someone else that my girlfriend of two years has been cheating on me with my fucking step-sister!"
"Baby I'm so sor—"
"I don't want to hear your apologies! Tell me the goddamn truth!" By this point you both have tears streaming down your faces,
"We met at the pub almost a month ago," a new voice speaks up. You turn your head and see that all of the "kids" are outside, witnessing everything. All of them know everything pretty much, minus Ally, Selena, and Dinah. Lauren begins to walk closer to you and Camila, which you appreciate, yet you wish she wouldn't do it for her sake, "Right after you broke up with her, actually. She was sad and wanted to forget everything for a night,"
"So you screwed her memory away then?" Camila replies angrily,
"That's not how it happened!" You respond desperately and slightly embarrassed given there's an audience watching,
"We drank and talked together for hours, not revealing names or anything too personal though,"
"Did you talk about us?" Camila asks while looking at you. You nod your head yes,
"We got along really well. Plus we were both super drunk and I liked her—"
"So you fucked her, even though you knew she just got out of a relationship?" Camila cuts in. Lauren nods her head and looks away in shame, "Where did you go after it happened? Did you stay at her place for almost two days?" Camila questions you,
"No, I went to Cal's. I needed some time to think," you respond back,
"And then you actually had the audacity to come back and let me tell you everything about myself after having just cheated on me?" She asks with pain and anger in her eyes,
"I'm so sorry. It was wrong, but technically, I didn't cheat..." You say rather quietly which seems to infuriate Camila even more,
"What the hell did you just say to me?" She incredulously asks,
"We were broken up, remember? You broke up with me," you say a little more loudly. Before you can even comprehend what's happening, your head whips to the left and you feel a painful stinging sensation on your right cheek. You hear everyone gasp and you sense someone rush to your side as a form of protection, this being Lauren,
"What the fuck, Camila?" You question, shocked and hurt that she'd ever do such a thing. You look into her eyes and see no remorse,
"No, what the fuck, Y/N? Don't you dare come at me with that 'we were over' bullshit. There's no excuse for going out and having sex with someone within a few hours of breaking up. Plus, you still came back and lied to me about it!"
"Camz, I know you're hurting right now, but you're blowing this out of proportion. It was just a one-time mistake," Lauren says. You know it was hard for her to say because that's not truly how she feels, but she's doing it to help you, which you appreciate,
"Shut up! You have no right to talk to me about anything! You're the one who can't help but ruin everything good in my life... Always have, always will," Camila responds while trying to wipe away her tears. You can tell that even though the green eyed girl is trying to remain strong, that hurt her, "And like hell that was a one time thing,"
"What're you talking about?"
"Stop playing dumb, bitch. I know you two hooked up again!"
"No we didn't!" You respond back,
"Then explain the fucking video!"
"That was my fault. I was drunk and tried to force myself on Y/N. We didn't have sex though. Hell, we didn't even kiss," Lauren tells her. She stares at both of you, as if deciding whether to believe you or not,
"I can't trust either of you," hearing this hurts your heart and more tears roll down your face, "You wanna know why?" After a few seconds of silence she continues, "Because the least you two could've done was tell me the truth. Instead I had to find out from someone else! Why didn't you just tell me?" She practically begs you,
"At first, I didn't tell you because I thought it was just a one time thing, out of sight out of mind, no big deal... But then when we were here, I know I should've told you, but I saw how happy you were to have reunited with your family, I didn't want to ruin that. I'm really, really sorry," you sincerely say and you grab her hand, wanting some sort of physical contact but not wanting to push your luck too far. She allows you to hold her hand which makes you feel a little bit better,
"Well, looks like your plans of not ruining my happiness failed, yeah?" She lets go of your hand and quickly walks away from you. You turn and watch her grab Ariana's hand and see her pull her ex into a car, which is a dagger to your heart. You're on your knees, bawling, watching your probably-ex-girlfriend drive away with her past, now your present, tormentor.
******** Flashback ********
    "Holy shit, you're insane! How does this involve me though besides the fact that you're delusional and want my girlfriend?"
    "Well, you're going to help me by either breaking up with her and leaving, or telling her everything thats happened between you and Lauren," Your anger is building up with every word that's leaving her mouth,
    Who does this bitch think she is?
    "No," you state bluntly, fed up with her bullshit,
    "Fine then. I'll just show her this glorious video," she replies with a smirk,
    "Why're you doing this? How are you going to 'get her back' because of this?"
    "Oh, don't you worry. You'll see how it's all going to work out soon. Oh yea, I almost forgot to mention, you have till tomorrow before we leave to tell her, or else I'll just do it myself. Just do your damn job and everything should work out smoothly for me,"
    "Fuck you," you respond with pure hatred,
    "CC will be doing that soon," she responds with an evil smirk.
******** End Of Flashback ********
    As you're still on your knees crying and people are making their way towards you in an attempt to help you up, the rain finally begins to pour,
    And so the storm begins...

    A/n: Boom! There's chapter 15! I won't lie to you, (I know he's just not right for you... Haha jk! High five to you though if you get the reference) I had no clue how I wanted to write this... I was struggling in the beginning, but the more I wrote the more I felt it, which was pretty coolio. I hope you liked it! It's sad, I know, but that's angst for ya! Speaking of, that was some pretty angsty stuff right there... Uh-oh! Camila left you to cry on your knees with others watching while she ran off with her ex... #Awkward (lol) Anyways, let's get to the question, shall we? Q: Where are Camila and Ariana going? What're they gonna do? What're you gonna do? Ight, well once again, I hope you enjoyed. Let me know how ya feelin if you want. Imma go:)
Take care, eat chocolate chip cookies (or whatever kind you want, choco chip's the best tho, just sayin...), Love Only!
~L<3