Was It a Bad Idea Coming Back?

Interrupting Chances

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"I didn't play you. The deal? The deal was to ruin your senior year, and then if I did she would get a hold of my record and clear it. And trust me she's not the girl you think she is." he looks up at me "I didn't do anything. I didn't play you, Dara." he softly spoke lowering his head. "I just needed to use Sara to get close to Lauren." 

"Why did you need to get close to Lauren?" I ask pushing my brows together.  

"I can't tell you." he gave an apologetic look. 

"I don't think I believe you." Should I trust him? Is he telling me lies again? 

"Dara," he whispers softly and slowly brushed the back of his fingers down my cheek. 

I embrace the touch and shut my eyes "Raphael," I look up at him "I'm...not...don't know...ughh!" I put distance between us "I can't!" I roughly whisper. 

"What do you mean?" he came closer, but I raised my hand to stop him. "Please, Raphael." 

"I'm sorry! What else can I do or say?" he holds back his temper "Dara, I'm sorry for what I did. I didn't mean to hurt-" 

"I know." I spit out. 

"What? Then why are you-" he asks confused. "I know that you loved her. I can't get the image of you kissing her." I emphasize the word 'her' in disgust. "I know you did." I raise an eyebrow. 

"No-" 

"Don't lie to me." I softly reply looking at his soft eyes. 

Silence filled the air as seconds pass as he didn't speak. I shook my head and walk over to the counter and got a glass cup. I started my way back to where I stood "You see this?" I held the cup in the air between us. 

"Yes, why?" he asks pulling his brows together. 

"This represents my heart, and this is what happened." I dropped the cup letting it meet the ground. "This is my heart now. You can glue it back together all you want, but it's not going to be the same anymore because it's just shattered pieces of my heart glued back together." I took in a deep breath "I think it's best if we stay friends because I don't think I could be with you again." I spoke. 

"Dara." He pleads. 

I'm sorry Raphael. Oh, No! Don't look into his eyes! Gosh their filled with so much sadness. No! Don't cry! Shoot!  

A tear slid from my eyes as I stared at the floor with broken glass all over. "I think you should leave." I force out. 

Silence filled the air once more leaving me us staring at each other. He searched my eyes looking for something. Was he waiting for me to change my mind? Did he really love me? I hate this! 

I widen my eyes telling him to go. Why isn't he leaving? Before I knew it he took a step closer and leaned in. His face was so close to mine our lips barely touched. As I thought he was leaning in for a kiss he pulled back and walked away. I drew out my breath that I held in. 

The door slam making me shutter at the noise. Did I really just tell Raphael I didn't want him anymore? NO! What did I just do?!?! I drew in a deep breath sucking in what just happened. 

This isn't how I wanted my senior year to turn out. I was never good with boys, they always turned me down. I hate love! I swept the broken glass and dumped it into the trash can.