*Vanessa POV*
September 2016
Recently last month I turned twenty-three and I didn't too much care for it, but it is what it is.
Every since the little incident with me and kentrell went down I haven't seen nor hears from him. And I plan to keep it that way. I took the apartment out me and jalissa name and let him have it. Every chance I got I managed to get my stuff while he wasn't there.
With each day that passes I find myself thinking did I make the right decision or not. However I started going to church a few weeks ago and asked the lord to forgive me for my sins for taking away another life that didn't deserve it.
As for jalissa we been keeping contact and see each other every so often through the week. For her to be 7months she ain't nothing but belly and booty, but yet still beautiful. In a Lil while we pose to go shopping for the baby shower.
Meanwhile I pulled up to her and Torrin house. I really didn't want to get out so I shot a text.
- My Ace
I'm outside yu ready?
I waited for a minute then dialed her up as I blew the horn consistently. The phone rung but went straight to voicemail.
Its too hot for this shit...
I blew one more time and outcomes the love birds.
"Damn took y'all long enough" I yelled out the window.
"Torrin was trying to hold me hostage" jalissa blushed, walking to the passenger side.
I adjusted the seat so she can be comfortable.
Most pregnant females rather dress all baggy and shit but not jalissa. Best friend is glowing but wasn't letting that belly stop her fashion show. She had on a sky blue tanktop, white ripped jeans and a pair of altitudes 13's.
"Chyle, you glowing boo. Torrin imma beat you up bout my bestie." I joked.
I pretty much already knew what was going on by the way both they asses were smiling, giving each other the eye.
"You taking my future wife. Bring her back in one piece as y'all leaving." Torrin flashed his pearly whites.
"Don't nobody want her pregnant ass but you"
I let up the window and turned on the air, before backing out.
First stop party city, the mall and lee county walmart.
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2hrs later
"Im so ready to get this babyshower over with next week" jalissa said looking at the baby blue and yellow banners.
"Honey it'll be all over before you know it." I said trying to remain positive.
Im all happy for my girl, I just wish things coulda went better for me, my unborn and kentrell. But things happen for a reason so im not complaining cause it could have been worse.
Tears begun to dwell as I thought about how life would be with my deceased child. I shook my head wiping my face.
Boy I tell ya, life is so hepatic.....
"What's wrong babymama?" Jalissa stood in front of me, taking me out of my daze.
"Nothing just over thinking."
"Ahhh, I see. Come here boo"
Jalissa wrapped her arms around hugging me, and I just broke down as she consoled me. If nobody knows my pain or struggle, trust and believe jalissa does.
"Just let it all out. You know I'm always here for you no matter what"
I silently cried in her arms a few more minutes before pulling my self together. Damn what would I do without my sis. She who I confined in when shit get real. My bestfriend, my sister, my ace, my A1 since day 1 etc.
Moments after, I got myself together and wiped my face.
"Thanks boo you always there for me. I'm crying and shit like a big ass baby." I said laughing at my own joke.
"Im tryna tell ya. Hell I'm the one that pose to be crying. Got yo damn fluids on my shoulder bruh" jalissa playfully wiping her shoulder.
"Hall ass man. You cutting up bad. You ready to go boo?"
"Yeah, let's ring this stuff up and catch out"
Author note: chapter would have been a little longer but I didn't too much like it. Making me sentimental due to my miscarriage a few months ago. But enough about me back to the story.
Sleep in heaven, Za'Moriah tyionna M. 👣😘😇
