Jalissa
I was deep in this dream where it felt so real. Me and torrin was on the beach watching the sun set across the ocean as he held me in his arms from behind. I tried to turn over and I began to wonder why I was feeling a tug. I opened one of my eyes to see torrin actually holding me in his sleep.
This cant be happening...
I laid there for a moment trying to figure out how to get from beneath him without waking him. I freely escaped from beneath him and put my rob on. Jalissa refuse to walk around in a tanktop and boyshorts when others is here in my home besides nessa.
As I was walking downstairs I could smell the aroma of brealfast being made and a laughter from nessa and kp in the kitchen.
*nessa and kp convo*
"Boy stop now for I put it on yo ass again"
"Oh shit dont do it like dat ma. You know I like yo freakish ways"
"I can't take you seriously. But forreal what you want on your plate?"
"Mmmh I want you on my face. Can I have some of dat?"
I could hear them kissing as I stood at the bottom of the stair way. These two something serious. I cleared my throat to make my presence known.
"Umm I know damn well yall aint gettin freaky in my kitchen" I said making them jump.
"Naw girl we just playing." nessa said scrambling eggs.
"Playing my ass. I heard yall in here" I said sitting at the table.
"You big mad or lil mad? I see somebody ain get no dick last night" nessa and kp laughed.
It was funny but it wasnt funny cause it have been a while since I've had any intercourse but I just don't wanna be that girl again. Bout a year ago I was so in love with this guy I lost my vCard to him after months he up and left me cold turkey for a prostitute that willing to do anything. So I told myself not to give my body to just anybody until I find the right person.
"Anywho. Whats on the menu?" I asked.
"Scrambled eggs bacon cinnamon toast and grits. Just some simple nun major." nessa said cutting the stove off. I nodded my head
"um ok. Sound straight. Ill be back. No freaky shit yall" I laughed going back upstairs.
"Torrin?" I said softly. Lawd this man is cute as he wanna be even in his sleep. Torrin didn't budge so i shook him lightly.
"Torrin?" I called one more time waiting for him to respond. He slowly opened his brown eyes smiling at me. "Whats up ma?" he said stretching. "The phrase is goodmorning. And hi by the way. How you slept?" I asked. I watched him sit up.
"Pretty good actually."
"Thats good you hungry?"
"Hell yeah. But come here tho" I sat on the edge of the bed. "Why you sittin way over there? You ain't gotta be shy ma. Hell we slept together, But come." I slid over by him.
"Whats up?" I asked.
"None I just wanted you to be close. But all jokes aside ma I want you to know I really do like you"
"I like you to friend-" I tried to get out.
"No ma. I like you more than a friend and I want you to kno dat. Ain neva been the type of nigga to express my feelings, especially to a woman like you. Your everything I want and need."
honestly I didnt know how to reply to that. Its been so long since I gave my all to someone. Like its just the simple fact im afraid to love and trust again. How do I know if this could actually work? How would I deal with being a drugdealer girl and hoes throwing themselfs at him coming with total disrespect?
"I..I don't know torrin. Im afraid to love and to get hurt." I stared at the floor playing with my nails.
Torrin lifted my cheek making eye contact. "There's nothing to be afraid of. I promise I won't hurt you and I put that on everything I love ma. Just kno yeen eva gotta worry, hurt or want for nothing. Let me be the man I can to love you past your pain mentally, physically and emotionally. Put your trust in me Jalissa and I'll show you im fa'real. I want you and I know you want me too."
At that moment I was more than definitely forreal as I got lost in his brown eyes. No man I ever known has never expressed his love for me the way torrin just did and it made me feel vulnerable. A tear escaped from my eye rolling down my cheek, he genuinely wiped my tears away and landed thoes luscious pink lips on mine. Torrin scooted me back on the bed still attached to my lips.
"Relax ma." he whisperd caressing my curves. The more he said relax my body began to loosen up.
Torrin untied my robe exposing my body trailing kisses from lips to my neck, from my neck down to my breast, from my breast past my navel and on down to my light blue boyshorts. I could feel his breathing through my panties making me wet. He tugged at my panties with his mouth sliding them off.
He slowly caressed my thighs and kissed in between them all the way up to my treasure. Once he got there he made complete eye contact with me as his tongue was discovering my palace.
Ssshhhit..
I stared at him biting my lips and threw my head back. No wonder his lips looked juicy, cause he damn sure knew what he was doing.
"Go head and cum for daddy boo" he said playin with it.
Its been so long since I had any intercourse that my legs was starting to shake and locked around his neck. It was like I was having a natural high. As my eyes were closed I felt myself coming down and torrin tongue stopped workin.
"Mmmh let me stop ion wanna give you too much." he said smiling.
"Okay" was all I could say.
I went in the bathroom and cleant myself while torrin brushed his teeth with the new bought guest bundle.
There was a feeling inside me that I just couldn't shake. It wasn't a bad feeling it was more like a butterfly gittery feeling. Once we got ourself together we both went down stairs and join nessa and kp for breakfast.
As we got down stairs all eyes was on us. Let the games begin.
"Mmhmh" nessa said drinking her coffee. A smile crept upon my face "man what?" I asked sitting at the table watching kp and torrin shake up.
"Bih you think you slixk, ya glowin. You got 2.5 seconds to spill da tea"
Of course I spilled the beans. Cause I mean I always vent to nessa. While me and nessa was chopping it up the guys was in the family room having their own concersation. I honestly think this could be the start of something new.
Author's note
Excuse me I've been kinda lowkey lately but im back tho. Didn't too muxh like this chapter so I cut it short. But btw merry late christmas/new years.
