(DISCONTINUED) It's My Stride [Prince of Stride]

The Best for You

"I.. don't think that I'm alright" I almost cried at the thought

They looked at me shocked. Of course they would

Years already passed since that day. Here I am, still like back then. Well, it's not a easy thing to forget it

"Would you mind telling us?" Sakurai-san asked me

I looked terrible right?

"You see.. I.. I officially got permission to participate in the race" I shook sakurai-san really hard

They just looked at me dumbfounded, "that's all?" Kohinata-senpai confused

I slowly put my hands off, "Yeah. But.. the more I think of it, the more I scared"

"You should follow the wind" kuga-senpai smiled

I know. I know that. But it's difficult if you were in my position.

Scared

Regret

Hated

Those thought made me think that I should decline the offer

What if sister hate me?

What if sister don't want to see me again?

All these time I gathered my love for her to love me back like we used to

What if she think that I took all from her?

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'No no no. I mustn't think like that' I shook my head left and right

"Are you okay?" Hasekura-senpai asked me

"Now that I think over, I think I'm alright" I smiled at him then to everyone

'Sister gave me the courage. I must not disappoint her'

"Hmm?? Looks like you happy or something?" Kadowaki-senpai curiously looked at me from left then right

"Don't scare her" hasekura-senpai held Kadowaki-senpai back

"I'm glad it's alright" sakurai-san smiled too

It's okay even if it like this. This is all I have, I won't let them near us, even father

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After this tiring day, I finally come back to our house. I took the key from my bag and use it to enter the house

It's not that big. It just a medium sized that can hold until 4 people. The garden made it a little bigger since sister love trees and flowers. Well, it's not that I don't like it, but sometimes it just kind of Noisy when there's some strong wind

Our house consisted of 2 floor. The first floor consisted of living room, kitchen, dining room, and sister'a room. And the second floor consisted of my room, 1 empty bed room, and a small half-wall room, you could say it's for lazy time

Well, the truth is, this place once my mother house. She bought it for herself when she's around 22 since she was an orphan. She died when I was born. That's all I know about mother.

If you asked about father. I never see him. All I know that he held some strong connection and a important person in the country. And, the fact that he didn't went out from his room maybe the reason I angry at him

Well if you put this together, I somehow understand why I kinda hated. I don't asked them to accept me. And the atmosphere around the main house made you sick of it. It's too quiet and dull, and there's some quote hanging inside their head, 'The master is absolute'

They have their own goal, so am I. I will create the place for sister, as the thank you gift. I will change the house. I will change them.

After all that, I will disappear before them, like the wind

[TBC]

Bye bye,
-Shiroyuki04