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Chapter 12: Questions are answered

Annabell's P.O.V                                                             ('not' edited)

It feels like forever that i have been up here with the angels and God. It's truly beautiful up here everyone is so polite and sweet, but the thing that i mostly like is my wings and that we could see the earth from up here, we can see what people are doing and thinking if we desire.

I've been watching Harry since i 'died'. To be honest it doesn't feel like i'm dead.

I was currently sitting looking down at Harry listening to me sing from his phone with dry tears staining his face. I wish he could hold me one more time, his warm and long embraces were the best.

I whimpered closing my eyes as tears started to sting my eyes.

"Honey, What's wrong?" I look to my side and i see God's head angel sitting next to me with his hand on my back rubbing soothing circles.

"You see down there? That was my boyfriend, I loved him, but since i 'died' i guess we weren't meant to be" I said while putting air quotes at the word died.

"Just because you died doesn't mean you weren't meant to be. Tell you a secret. Did you know God has a list of who's everyone's love of their life?"

I looked over at him and gave him a weird look, he chuckles at my actions.

"Well he does and i have seen it, and also i saw your name....You and Harry are meant to be together" all i do is look at him with a shocked expression on my face, all he did was nod and get up, but his spot was quickly replaced by someone else.

When i looked up i sat up straight immediately. "He-ll-o" i said stuttering on my words, the Angel in-front of me simply gave a kind smile and began to speak.

"Are you that afraid of me?" he asked "No God" I replied quickly "Good, now what's wrong?" he asked concerned as to why i had tears on my face.

"I just really miss someone" i answered looking down at the earth beneath me.

"He is the love of your life you know?" God replied, obviously knowing who i was referring to.

"Is? Don't you mean was?" i asked confusion taking over me from hearing is two times already.

"Yes, he is the love of youre life. You're not completely dead Annabell. Your guardian Angel couldn't help you anymore so your body failed and everything stopped working, that's why you're here. I'm 'working' on you as you can say. When i'm done and everything's okay, you're good to go back to earth and into the arms of your love" (imagine God said things like this)

"But how will this look? Everyone thinks i'm dead"

"Not completely. Your body is still in the hospital, so when i send you back your heart monitor will start beating and you'll as healthy as ever, well of course i can't guarantee that though. You aren't supposed to be up here in a long time Annabell." He smiled patting my back softly.

"Thank you so much" i said with excitement and softly hugging him. "But can i ask you somethings?" i asked.

"But of course" he smiled. "Why did my father abuse me so much, what did i ever do wrong?" i asked with sadness in my voice.

"Your father was abused by his father when he was little as well, he wanted someone to feel the pain he experienced all his life, and what better way than his daughter. No offence" I nodded some how chuckling and continued.

"Why did my mother let him?" My voice sounded lower than before almost as a whisper. 

"She knew the pain he went threw when he was little, because they were the best of friends, she understood and let him. She wasn't really sure of it, every time he would hit you she would hit herself twice as hard to feel the pain you felt. Until a few weeks before you died she had enough and told your father what she always wanted to" he said.

"Why did you choose Harry as the love of my life?" i asked looking up at him while he looked down at the earth.

"Because you two fit together like a puzzle piece, you deserve one another. The two of you together create a big power that neither of you know how to use and will not use until i say it's the end of your world, until i will need all my Angel's for battle." he said in his own little world looking out in the distance. I was certainly shocked to say the least leaving my mouth hang open but closing it after.

"If your asking why an older male, well that's because i wanted to prove there's no rules in love. Did you know my father was 1,000 years old while my mother was just 100?"

Wow i didn't know that.

"Where's my father?" I asked my voice coming out quiet. "I sent him down to hell where he belongs and works as a slave" i nodded, no emotions taking over.

"And my mother?" i asked whimpering a bit of the thought of loosing her.

"That's a thing that you have to figure out by yourself. Goodbye angel, i will see you soon" he waved smiling lightly i was confused at first but then i felt my body being lowered down to earth.

I smiled to myself and whispered to myself 'Here i come Harry' before i know it i hear a someone shout.

"WE HAVE A HEARTBEAT."

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Hello my babestagrams :] to be honest this has to be my favorite chapter in the book for now, yeah i know it's like so not true and MAYBE never gonna happen but whatever, you don't know how the end of the world is going to be so shut up (sorry for being rude, but it's true)

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-Celine <3