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Chapter 39: Completely different.

Harry's P.O.V. 

My leg bounced as i bit my nails waiting impatiently for the doctor to arrive. I watched as Arabell made her way to me with a smug smile plastered on her face. "How can you be smiling when your sister is in the hospital?" i asked in disbelief. "Yolo...?" she said but came out more as a question then a statement. "Un fucking believable, you know what-" i started but was cut off by Louise butting in. "Can you guys take this chat outside? I just put the girls to nap, don't want to wake 'em up do you?" she said sternly, we nodded going outside in to the cold atmosphere. 

I watched as Arabell ran to a bench sitting down, giving me a look as to follow her. I walked to her standing in front of her putting my hands in my coat pockets. I looked at her as she looked back; me trying to look for the differences. I noticed that her eyes were plain blue with a tint of green, while Annabell's eyes were a mix-yer of blue and green and had little gold flakes in them. 

How her lips weren't heart shaped like Bell's were, how her nose was slightly smaller. I kept listing in my head when my eyes scanned her neck where i found the absence of her 3 birth marks. That's all i needed before i began to speak. 

"How could you?" i whispered barely audible, she looked at me confusedly. "You lied to me" i said my voice shaking from the tears forming in my eyes. She stared at me shocked.

"I-i" she stuttered letting out a sigh. "Yes, i did but only because..." she gave in trailing off at the end. "You wanted a chance with a celebrity. Only because you wanted to date a 'popstar' " i completed her sentence feeling the hot tears run down my cheeks.  

"And since Annabell could never say no to anything she agreed to switch" i said putting the puzzle pieces together, she nodded crossing her arms over her chest huffing. "I'll admit it, the only reason was to date a celebrity, but then i got to know you and let me just say.. I love you Harry and i'm not just saying it" she said tears brimming her eyes. I dug my hands deeper in my pockets. 

"I love you too" i said taking my hands out of my pockets pulling her in to a hug. I held her a few seconds before letting her go. 

"I love you, but i'm in-love with Annabell, completely different things" i stated kissing her forehead lingering my lips there before pulling back. "Your a very beautiful girl, you'll find a nice lad i'm just not the one" i said simply walking away slowly leaving her behind. 

"Wait! Before you go" she said stopping me in my tracks i turn around to see her gesturing to her left hand.

"Take this, it's not mine" she smiled taking off the promise ring handing it to me. I look down my hand smiling at the ring "Go get 'er" she grinned walking away. I took a breath in walking in. 

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 I walk in the freezing hopital once again. I watch as Simon pulls Lauren in to his chest, as Ricky and Connor pull George in a hug; George pulling Olivia and Andrew along with him the 5 embracing in a hug. As Hope pulls a crying Lux in to her as Louise breaks down to teras.

I change my gaze to the doctor to see him speaking to Nastya, Rachel and Da'Shontae;disappointment and hurt clear in his eyes. I watch as they look down at the ground, Rachel nodding before the doctor scurries away.Rachel pulls the two young girls in to her hugging them tight.

Liam and Sophia get up from they're seats, Louis, Eleanor,  Zayn, Perrie and Niall doing the same, they walk to me embracing me in a group hug.

"What's going on?" I asked squashed between the bodies. "You- you're blood wasn't enough for her" Liam whispered putting his head on my shoulder. "Harry, she might not make it" he stated closing his eyes, tears escaping from his closed eyelids. 

Everyone in the hug nodded softly tightening their arms around each other. I felt my heart sink in my chest, my breathing quickening by the second. My mind couldn't comprehend the news. How can she not make it.?

"Why? Didn't i donate blood for her?" i asked looking from Liam to Louis to Niall and lastly Zayn. "Yes, yes you did, but she lots loads of blood and yours wasn't enough for her" Louis answered before Liam could, seeing as he was all chocked up with tears. 

"Then i'll donate more!" Sophia shook her head. "You've donated too much in just one day, two more pints and you'll be the one needing blood" She stated, i could feel my blood boiling inside me.

"You don't get it" I shouted getting out of the hug. "You don't get that i need her" hot tears fell from my eyes on to my coat. "It's gonna be okay" Simon said walking over to me patting my back. "Yeah, because it's not happening to you." 

"How can you say that? You're not the only one hurting" George said tears stinging his eyes. I stormed off past the doctor who was watching the whole scenery. My feet had there own mind guiding themselves my mind set on Bell. I know i'm not the only one who's hurting in this situation but i'm the one hurting the most.

I have been loosing time that i could've spent with the real Annabell just because i couldn't difference her? That is just peachy. My legs took me to the Food Court where some nurses we're eating there meals in peace. I sat at an empty table starring out in the distance. "Excuse me, is this seat taken?" asked a voice, i looked up to see a familiar face. Where have i seen her?

"No, 'course not" i said smiling fakely. She sat down placing her bag on the table. "You don't have to hide your hurt, love" she said reaching over the table grasping my hand in hers. Something about her made me not pull back , she made me feel safe. 

"I heard everything and you have every right to feel sad, angry and afraid. To be honest, i myself am scared out of my mind" she added caressing her thumb on the top of my hand, making me feel secure. "Why do you seem so familiar?" i questioned. 

She smiled getting up from her seat putting her bag over her shoulder "Come one" she said gesturing her hand for me to follow her, i did as told. 

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Annabell's room door was suddenly sprung opened and out came the familiar brunette. I got up from the floor, she smiled at me putting her hands in her pocket. "She's awake, a little drowsy but that's normal" she said shaking her head. I put my hand out to shake hers she looked at it before pulling me in for a quick hug, we pulled away before she began to speak. 

"Sorry, i don't shake hands" she grinned. "I better be off gotta do some stuff" she added starting to walk away "Wait!Thank you, you don't know how much this means to me" i shouted putting my hand on her shoulder, she turned around looking in to my eyes. "No problem i wanted to donate. It's the least i can do after you took care of my girls" confusion washed over me, she started to walk away once again before i stopped her. 

"What do you mean?" she turned around adjusting her bag on her shoulder she shook her head side to side. "Never mind, can you do me a favor?" she asked tilting her head to the side like a puppy. "Course i can" i smiled, she dug in to her purse getting out two envelopes both with a cursive in the front. 

"Give this to Annabell when she's well rested and this to Arabell when you see her" she handed them to me walking away before she could turn the curve i shouted. "Whats you name?" she turned around walking backwards "Lisa" she shouted flashing me a smile before disappearing. I looked down at the two envelopes seeing the names 'Annabell' and 'Arabell' written in beautiful cursive's on each one.

I look down at my black boots putting away the envelopes in my pocket coat. I look to my left to see everyone sitting in the waiting room, i watch as my mum and Gemma that had arrived a few minutes ago gesture their hands for me to go in, i nodded putting my hand on the knob. I exhaled turning it where i was met by my princess. "Harry?" said  a faint voice. 

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