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Cahpter 45: Facing The Monster

George's P.O.V.

"You what?" Dad spat sitting up straight from his seat towering over me, I cowered deeper into the couch wishing it would eat me alive.

"Dad I-I," I tried to say failing miserably.

"How can you be 'in-love' with your little sister?" He hissed. I didn't dare to say anything. I watch as Annabell gets up but Harry pulled her back to her seat, she sent me a symphatic look before seating herself.

My dad has never screamed at me or laid a finger on me. I never needed it, I've always been a good kid, so seeing my dad react like this towards me scares the shit out of me. I looked down at my hands fiddling with my fingers.

I looked up at my dad like a deer caught in headlights. I gulped down the lump that was forming in my throat.

They'll probably-mostly my dad, forbid me to ever talk to Arabell.

No.

I can't let him do that. Arabell is to damn important to me to let him do that.

I sat up from the couch making my dad take a few steps back. "As in I'm in-love." I declared.

He opened his mouth to say something but I beat him to it, "Before you say anything I want you to know that I've been trying to fight back my feeling for Arabell for years, and years, and years. It didn't work. As much as I tried I couldn't," I spoke calmly and slowly so he could comprehend every word I said and process it through his thick skull.

"You'll probably forbid me ever see her again," he nodded folding his arms across his chest. "But dad I can't let you do that, she's to god damn important to me to let you do that." I shook my head furiously pointing at Arabell who sat behind him never losing eye contact with him.

"Dad I need her in my life I need her more than anything in this world. She- and Annabell keep me sain, if it wasn't for her I would be flipping tables, or lossing my mind. For example, the fame, having people on you 24/7 is not easy.Trying to be perfect for them isn't either. The hate is even worse. If it wasn't for her I would have gotten back to cutting and we all know how hard it was for me to stop." I managed to say, tears forming my eyes. I watched as his eyes changed from cold and hard ones to soft and comforting ones.

From behind him I saw as Arabell wiped tears from her eyes and it hurts me not being by her side to hug her and make feel better.

"I don't want her for sex if that's what you're thinking. Hell, that's the least I want her for. I want to spend the rest of my life with her. To spend forever with her. No one else. I love her dad and if you're still not convinced, I'm sorry but I'm not going to stop seeing her." The tears spilled from my eyes and down my face, and if I looked closely I could see slight tears brimming my dads eyes.

"I'm going on tour soon and I'm taking her with me rather you like it or not," i announced my eyes never leaving his.

I stood there tall with my head held high, tears still staining my face. The room was silent beside my heavy breathing.

"Well?" I bit my lip until it flushed white.

Dad sucked in a breath scratching behind his neck. "Since you're not brothers from blood and flesh.." He trailer off leaving me anxious to know.

"I guess," he paused.

"We could continue dating?" I finished his sentence in a high pitch tone.

He nodded slightly smiling, "You're my son, which means you're a good boy. That's all I want for her, a good boy," he said patting my back.

"Seriously! Hands down no joking?" I asked excitedly about to jump out of my skin.

"Hands down no joking" he reassured, that's when I really jumped out of my skin. I jump higher than a kangaroo running past dad to Arabell and scooping her in my arms hearing her laugh fill the room.

I span her around a few times coming to a hoult and planting a small kiss to her nose. I hugged her tight against my chest feeling her snuzzle her nose in my neck.

"I love you," i said feeling her smile against my skin.

"I love you too."

At that moment it was just us, no one to bother us.

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Hi guys! I'm very mad because I was writing this chapter in my laptop and when I was in the middle of writing my laptop all of a sudden mofuntioned and BAM! My story was gone. What I was writing for an hour and thinking hard for was completely gone and lost into the internet world. I wish I was born in the old days where Internet wasn't even invented yet😠

I seriously I wanted crawl into my bed and cry my eyes out😖, but I managed to shake it off and write this. So basically what I'm trying to explain is to why this chapter is awfully short. It was gonna be totally longer but you know what happened. I just wrote down the parts that I remembered from the one that got erased. But anyways I hope you like it.

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-Celine <3