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Chapter 50: Josh

Annabell'sP.O.V.                                                                                  (not edited)

"What do you want?" I snarl with disgust glaring up at him through my glasses. "Nice to see you too Annabell," Josh smiles leaning against the door frame. "It's weird meeting you here, considering your families poor" He snickers putting his hands in his pockets. I scoff walking into the cafeteria finding the milk, pouring it into the small pink sippy cup.

"Who's that for?" Josh ask coming to stand beside me, "For you, since you're so immature you get confused as a baby" I smirk. I screw the lid on putting it in the microwave, "Look, I'm willing to put the past behind me if you are" I gasp turning around facing him wide-eyed.

"You say that as if what you did to me was just a little thing. Need I remind you, you tutored me every single day. You smacked me, you kicked me, you threw me on the floor as if i was trash." I pulled him over to a corner feeling the warm tears beginning to form.

"..You told me i was worthless, that there was no reason for me to live. And why? I don't know because i don't recall ever doing anything to you." I pointed to his chest harshly not caring of the attention we were attracting.

Josh looked around the room, grasping my hand in his guiding me to the emergency exit. "What?" I scowl snatching my hand from his as we made it outside. He looked hurt but quickly shaked the feeling away scratching the back of his neck.

"You need to understand that Nick and everyone else forced me to do all those things to you" He scratched his nose looking down at his feet. "You're lying, you're scratching your nose like you always do when you lie. There's more" I say crossing my arms over my chest letting my few tears fall freely.

"..I didn't want to do all those things to you but you broke my heart, i wanted you to to feel the pain i felt when you broke my heart into a million of pieces," He points to his heart clutching onto his shirt, tears starting to form in his eyes.

"When did i ever break your heart?" I hiss "Oh don't act like you don't know" He scoffs wiping his tears harshly.

Flashback

"Joshy come on family guy is starting" I clap excitedly jumping on the blue bean bag chair in Josh's attic. "Give me a sec i'm getting the popcorn" I giggle as Josh comes running in with a big bowl of popcorn and a big subway cup full of ginger-eal of course, that's our favorite drink.

He threw himself on the red bean bag beside me placing the bowl on my lap and the cup between us, bringing his bean bag closer to mine resting his head on my shoulder, the 5th grader i was didn't think none of it resting my head on his.

Minutes into our favorite show we started fishing into the bowl, our hands touched as we both reached down for the drink. I looked up at him meeting his beautiful hazelnut colored eyes.