Dark Side of LOVE

Chapter Eight

I went back to reality after an our of remembering of how everything started and how it end. Actually I thought our story ended up there, but then I found out that this insane didn't actually stop loving me.

"When are you gonna stop staring at the ceiling?" Justin murmured and crawled at the top of my body.

He gulped and carefully brush my bangs on the side. He kissed my forehead and squeeze my little nose. "Go change as fast as you can. I've been waiting for you down there for an hour and I am so hungry. Don't make me make you my breakfast, okay?" And planted a deep kiss on lips.

He pulled himself up and help me pull myself up too and then he opened the bathroom's door for me.

Justin's POV

I swallowed my own saliva when she went out of the door. I scanned her from head to toe and I found myself speechless. She's wearing plain black sleeveless dress that fits perfectly on her perfectly curve waist. Damn she was really hot. She covered her obvious nipples with her long curly brown hair.

"Can I ask why am I not allowed to wear bra?" She ask annoyingly and she crossed her hands under her chest.

I teasingly stared at her beautiful eyes and grab her waist closer to me. " I want you to this dress way, okay? Everyday. Except if we're outside."I whispered.

She rolled her eyes. She's so cute. She can still manage to stay gorgeous even when she's mad as fuck.

"I love you." I whispered on her ear and pressed my lips on her soft rosy cheeks.

I'm holding her hand while we're making our way to the dining area where Georgia is standing beside the table.

" Hottest couple I've ever seen so far, enjoy your breakfast." Then she left the room.

I caught her draw a small grin on her face. I knew she's gonna love today's breakfast because it's her favorite. Pancake with melted butter on top. I woke up early to make a pancake for her. So when she tried to escape she thought I was still sleeping.

"I know it's still your favorite." I said while adding some sugar on her coffee.

Carmel's POV

I love pancakes. I'm crazy with them. So when I saw those on the table I felt some sort of happiness inside. He can still remember my favorite food. If he didn't attempt to rape or hurt me physically, if he didn't show up his true color I might marry this guy.

Every girl could easily fall in love with him because he was really sweet. He takes good care of his girl and he's good in putting efforts for everything. But behind that is just unacceptable. He's completely different on the other side of him. His insane, aggressive, arrogant and mad, Something you thought he can never be.

" I've always been dreaming of this morning to come. Start a day seeing your beautiful face and I'm gonna take my breakfast with you. I want every single day to be just like this." He carefully took my hand and pressed his lips on it.

I took my hand back and turn myself to the pancake and start eating them. Nothing could ever make me so happy except the pancakes.

I'm still thinking of how to find my way out of here. I cannot live another day with him anymore. He's crazy. Why can't he just find a girl who could love him back. I cannot trust myself to him anymore. Now that I know who he really is.

"What are you thinking?" He broke the silence between us.

"Nothing." I answered.

"Can I ask you a favor?"

"What is it?"

"Can you pretend that you love me? I want to know how it feels like to be love by you. Can you do it?"

He's dying for me to love him back. He took me from Donna in exchange of 20 million dollar without any assurance that I would love him back. He wants to be love but the way he treats me? I can't love someone who have hurt me once and made my life more miserable now.

But..

If I'll do this favor I could gain his trust. And if I gained his trust I could easily get my ass out of here.

Just don't fall in love, Carmel.

"In exchange of what?"

"If you'll treat like your own too. If you will do whatever I want. If you will obey my orders without complaining. I'll let you live your own life with me behind you. I'll help you reach your dreams and whatever you wish to be."

"Just let me live with my own life, I can reach my own dreams without you."

"But that's one of my orders, I'll be by your side. I'm going to be part of your journey."

He'll do everything for that stupid love. If this is the only way I could escape this hell, then I have to do it.

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This is how thirsty is Justin for Carmel's love.

I wonder how it feels like to love someone whom you ask to pretend to love you back. I feel so sad about Justin. 😭

I'll be updating again tomorrow. Love youuuu.