Selfish: scorch trials

Spy

Your p o v
1 week. That is how long it took us to find our way back. I've missed one person more then anyone else. My twin Emma, we have never been separated that long. We even came out of the box together.
It was now dinner time, Emma and I walked over to where Sonya and Harriet where. They appeared to be talking to Minho and Newt.
"I don't know if I'm going to be able to convince them," I hear Sonya say.
"We don't need to convince them of anything since it's too dangerous for them," that voice belongs to Newt.
I hear Minho inject into the conversation, " come on we need this."
"Y/n and Emma have done this loads of times," Harriet says.
I start, "done what?"
Sonya says, "you know do the double thing that freaks out the cranks and confuses wicked. We need some things that they have on the computers."
Ugh this spy thing again.
I sigh and say, "fine."
"I don't like this," Newt says.
I just sit down and eat grumpily. I'm not scared of danger I just don't like the process. It's been decided I'm leavening tomorrow with my sister. I go lay on my blankets and close my eyes then I hear shuffling near me. I turn my head and see Newt sitting up looking at me.
"I don't want you to go," he said.
"Me either," was my only reply.
I just couldn't shake this feeling that something was going to go horribly wrong. It was this weird thing I have, unspecific predictions that are right. That's when it hit me, it hit me so hard I produced an audible gasp. It was too late something was going to go horribly wrong.
"C...can you keep a secret," I asked Newt?
He replied yes and I told him about the whole prediction thing.
"Then don't go, stay here with me," Newt said.
"That would be selfish we need this," I say.
Newt just sighs and looks at me. A minute or two passes in a comfortable silence.
Then he says, "we...be careful with words like that you'll make me start thinking it's possible."
I don't know what he means and I give him a confused look. I turned my head and saw Emma flirting with Minho. She was like that and always had her hair gathered to the side. After awhile I yawned I was a little tired.
"Go to sleep y/n," Newt said.
"But I want to talk to you," I whined like a child.
Newt offered a small smile and chuckled a little. He hesitated for a moment before laying down next to me and wrapping his arms around me.
I'm not worried about myself I never am.
I close my eyes and drift off to sleep. I'm awakened by screaming. I get up and see Newt heard it and was already awake. Then I see it cranks. I don't see anyone else, they probably are in the emergency room underground.
Time skip to walking into the emergency room
I walk in quietly and see many people in tears including Emma.
All I hear is Emma say, " I'm not sure I can bare to live in a world without y/n." (A/n remember that phrase)
I run in and hug her. Everyone gasps at our entrance and hugs us. Apparently they thought we died. Then I sigh remembering we have a job to do and leave with Emma. Newt protests and argues but finally lets me go.