Life after samcro

13

"Jax, I swear to god. You better give me back that remote or I'm gonna ram it so far up your ass!" I shouted as Jax ran away with my to remote

Yes he is acting about 5 years old and stealing my tv remote so I can't watch criminal minds. He's such an asshole. Literally the one day I have to myself because junior is out with Chibs and William, Jax decides to come over and act like my son.

"We both know you wouldn't do that" Jax shouted from wherever he was in this house

"Last time I checked my 8 year old son was out with his uncle" I shouted back as I made my way to find wherever he was hiding

In a way in kinda glad Jax is here, it means I get to spend time with him just us two. I know I shouldn't even be happy with that but I enjoy his company, most of the time. He makes me laugh and makes my boring days less boring and I like knowing that he still wants to be around me and doesn't use junior as an excuse.

"I never recall you ever buying any sexy underwear when we were married. I mean these are like super sexy" Jax said walking out the laundry room holding a pair of my underwear

"Jax, why are you rummaging through my laundry you perv" I laughed as I made my way to grab them from his hand

"I mean you never owned one pair of red pants, I find that a little unfair" Jax pouted and all I wanted to do was laugh

"No I'm pretty sure I did" I laughed as I grabbed the pants from his hand and threw them back into the laundry room "You were never one for coloured underwear, you always liked the black lace" I smirked

"Who says I still don't" Jax smirked

I know we shouldn't be joking around about this stuff but we were married, we have a child together. It's not like we are strangers and have never saw each other naked. We are grown adults, having a joke. No harm.

I turned my back to him and started making my way back to the living room. I was hoping he would follow because he still had my remote. I sat down on the sofa and looked at the paused tv. He's such an ass, this was a good episode and he paused it at the good part. I could hit play on the box but he will just pause it with the remote again so no point.

"You know, I wouldn't mind seeing you in these" Jax whispered behind me as he held the pants in front of my face

"Ha ha, keep wishing" I said but now this wasn't joking, this was getting serious, I could hear it in his voice

"I don't have to, I can already feel your breathing picking up, and your crossing your legs to stop that feeling" Jax whispered again and I swear I could punch him and I uncrossed my legs

"That's a lie" I said knowing fine well it wasn't but I wasn't going to admit that

"It's not and we both know it" he said as he moved in front of me and kneeled down

"What are we doing?" I asked as I looked into his eyes

"This" Jax said and before I could answer his lips were on mine

This was all going to fast. I didn't think he would kiss me, I didn't think this would ever happen. He held my face in his hands and I didn't want this to ever stop. I have missed this, every single bit. The way I feel when he kisses me. No way does he not feel something. You don't kiss someone like this and not feel anything.

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My head is a mess. What the fuck just happened. One minute we were laughing, the next we are kissing, the next my clothes are off and his and now we are lying on the couch, naked, with the sofa throw covering us. What does this mean? Does it mean anything? Does he want to get back together? I didn't want to ask any of these questions right now so I moved and started to put my clothes back on as I threw him his things.

Neither of us spoke a word. Not one single word was said. It wasn't awkward but there was this weird vibe in the air and I didn't know what it was.

"Come here" Jax said and I turned to look at him

I knew, he knew I was over thinking this full situation. I was looking into it to much. I stood in front of him and he pulled me closer and wrapped his arms around me.

"I don't know what's going to happen but everything just went so fast and I don't even know Mia" Jax said as he pulled me closer if that's even possible

"Me either" I said as I wrapped my arms around his waist

"I've missed you so fucking much, so much. No I didn't just sleep with you because I missed you, it's because I wanted to. I wanted it to feel like we were still together for that short time. I wanted to not care about anything except you for a while" Jax said

I didn't know how to answer. I didn't want to answer really. I didn't want to say the wrong thing so I just stood there, hugging him. As I moved my head and placed a soft kiss on his cheek the doorbell rang.

"Can you fix this sofa please, put the throw down the side of the sofa. Act like nothing just happened because I don't know who that is" I laughed as I shoved him a little so he would fix the little bit of mess

"Okay"

I made my way to the door. I wasn't expecting anyone. Maybe it's juice or something looking for Jax or Chibs just being an asshole and making me get up. I would look through the peephole but im to small. I slowly opened the door to be faced with loads of red roses. I could see the persons torso and legs but the face was covered with the flowers. I looked at the flowers again to see a note saying 'forgive me'. No, this can't be happening, not right now. The bouquet lowered and there he was, Liam, with a pout.

"I'm an asshole. I have no explanation as to why I was hesitant to come to Charming with you. Mia, I love you, so much. Right now you are my life, my family and I don't want to throw that away for nothing. I'm sorry for making you believe I didn't want this but I do, I want you. I'm sorry again, please forgive me" Liam spoke and I didn't know what to do or say

My mind was definitely now doing over time. I just had sex with Jax, Jax is in my living room. Liam is standing at my door, with flowers, telling me he loves me and he's sorry. What mess have I got myself into.

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Oh Mia, you just couldn't help yourself. I wonder what this means now, Mia has slept with Jax and now Liam is telling her he loves her. Shit.