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FanFic For Grace-Michael-

Warning: If you are sensitive to self-harm, blood, suicide, suicidal thoughts, etc, please skip to the next part.

THIS IS FOR YOU BEST FRAND starynightmikey

Grace's P.O.V: 

"What is there to live for anymore?" I say to myself, cutting another straight line into my left wrist.

"You're a worthless piece of trash." I say, cutting again. 

"Your boyfriend is never here. He's famous, and he never calls you anymore" I say, cutting again. This time, i cut so deep, blood oozes instantly. I don't even care. I cut and cut and cut, until both of my wrists are covered in blood. The floor is smeared with my blood, and I begin to feel woozy. I fall to my knees, then everything goes black.  

Michael's P.O.V: 

     I hold the bouquet of flowers I bought for Grace in my hands, as I walk into our shared apartment, calling her name. No response. "Gracie?!" I yell. I look everywhere, and then I go into our room. The bathroom door is cracked open, and I can see the light from the room gleaming into the dark bedroom. I smile, as I open the door. "GRACE!!!!!!!!!" I drop the flowers and rush to her side. The floor was covered in blood. She held a blade in her right hand, and both of her wrists were swollen and oozing blood. I struggle for my phone, and dial 911. I explain the situation, and they tell me an ambulance is on the way. I cradle her in my arms, and scream in agony. "Gracie.... Why would you do this to yourself? I love you so fucking much.... Grace please don't leave me" 

   I hear sirens wailing, and the door bursts open. The nurses take her away from me, but I glare at them, and they get the picture that I NEED to be with her. I get into the ambulance with her, while I call the guys. I tell them everything, and they said they would all meet me at the hospital by tomorrow, because they were still in Tokyo, where we had one day before we went home. I went home early, because I was so excited to see Heather. I never expected to come home and... see her like this. 

   We finally arrive too the hospital, and the doctors rush her in. They try pulling me away from her. I complain. "NO.... I LOVE HER! YOU CAN'T FORCE ME TO STAY AWAY FROM HER!" I wail in pain and agony. "Sir, calm down, please" one of the nurses says to me. "NO! I CAN'T CALM DOWN!!!!!!!" I hear familiar voices calling my name as I fight with the doctors to let me see Grace. Luke, Cal, and Ash grab on to me, and pull me away from the doctors. "NO! I WANT TO SEE HER! I NEED TO SEE HER! SHE'S NOT OKAY! SHE'S HURT! PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY! ITS MY FAULT! I SHOULD'VE BEEN THERE! ITS ALL MY FAULT!!!!!" I start to sob uncontrollably. "Its... Its all my... Its all my fault" My knees weaken, and I begin to fall to the ground. Cal, Luke, and Ash hold me up. They try to reassure me that its not my fault. But it is. I should've been there for her. I should've called her more often, asked if she was okay. But I never bothered. It's all my god damn fault. 

Luke's P.O.V: 

   Jesus Christ.... Thank god the guys and I went home early. I guess Michael thought we were still in Tokyo. Grace is such an amazing person... I could have never imagined her being in a state like this. In a hospital, because of stupid... Thoughts. 

   Grace is a loyal friend. She was the one who showed up at my front door FIRST when Arzaylea broke my heart. She was the one who got all that ice cream for us. The junk food works. She brought the movies, the tissues, the food. She stayed there with me all day and all night. 

    Grace is the one who introduced me to Ava when I was ready to get out there again. I never thought I could love someone as much as I loved Arzaylea. But when it comes to Ava, I never thought I could love someone even more than I've ever loved anyone.

    Grace is honest. She never told a lie to any of us before. I guess except for when we asked her "How are you?" and she answered with "I'm fine"

    Grace... The guys and I love you so much. Especially Michael... Please be okay.

Calum's P.O.V:

    THANK GOD WE COME HOME EARLY! Grace... Oh my god I need you to be okay

    Grace has ALWAYS... Been there for me. She's one of the easiest people to talk to. She listens. She waits for you to finish. She comforts you when you need her most. She's... Wonderful. She's an amazing person. Grace, please be okay

Ashton's P.O.V: 

   Well thank the lord god we came home early. Jesus... Grace please be okay. 

  All those pranks you played on us, I pretended to hate them, when really I loved them. You are always the jokester. You always break the silence. You say something crazy like... "HAVE YOU TALKED TO BOB?!" An inside joke between you and your best friend, Ava. She would sometimes tag along on tour too, because you loved her so much. Ava is on her way, Grace... She will be here soon. I promise you. 

Ava's P.O.V: 

   I honk the horn at the person in front of me. "OH YEAH GO AHEAD TAKE YOUR TIME@! ITS NOT LIKE I HAVE ANYWHERE TO FUCKING GET TOO! DICK LICKER!" What? I road rage when I'm upset. I need to get to Grace. I need to talk to Michael. Michael and I are the only ones who know of her depression. I have depression too, but its harder for her than it is for me. I've been through a hell of a lot, but I've been through it with Grace. I am not about to let my best friend die. 

   Our pact. It hits me like cold ice. We made a pact. If one of us commits suicide, the other would too. If she dies, then I die right along with her. And I'm ready for it. Gracie, here I come. 

Michael's P.O.V:

  I hear the doors slam open, and I see Ava standing there. I get up, and run to her. "AVA!" WE literally jump into each others arms. She rubs my back, as we both sob uncontrollably. We drop to the floor, and just hug, and sob. "She has to be okay" She says to me. "Did you know she was doing this to herself?" I ask Ava. "I knew she was cutting, but I didn't know she was doing it this much." I feel Ava pull down her sleeves, to cover her own cuts. I knew she cut, and she made me promise never to tell Luke. We just hug in silence. I see a doctor coming towards us, and Ava and I rush over. "I've come to you with... Bad news" My heart begins to ache. No... She can't be. "No..." Ava says, covering her mouth. The guys nod their heads no in disbelief, and I just stare. "I'm very sorry for your-" Ava and I don't even let the doctor finish. We bolt up the stairs, side by side, to the room we were told Grace was in. We push people out of the way, and burst through the open door. I gasp, as I stare at the straight line on the heart monitor screen, and listen to theb agonizing, ever lasting beep of it. Ava rushes to Grace's side, and screams. I drop to my knees, and cry. I look up, and see that the cord to the heart monitor isn't evem plugged in. "Irresponsible dick sucking bastards" I plug it back in, and instantly, her heart rate shows up. I cry with happiness.

"Gracie" Ava says through joy. She's okay. My baby girl is okay. I'm never leaving her again. I'm never leaving for tour without her or Ava again. Never again. "I love you Grace. I wish I could've prevented this from happening. I wish I was here for you. I should've called you more, listened to you more, asked you if you were okay. You are the love of my life, and I never want to let you go. I want to have kids with you, I want to grow old with you, I want to laugh, cry, and cuddle with you. I want to hold you close, and never let you go" I take her hand in mine, before continuing. "I want to give you everything you want. I want to make you happy every day. I want to be able to see your beautiful face every day. I want to be able to see your glorious smile all I want. I love you, and I'm never letting go" I drop my head down, before lightly chuckling. "I guess this is everything I didn't say"

A/N:

HAI! GRACE DON'T KILL ME PLEASE I HOPE YOU LIEK IT BEST FRAAANNND I LOVE YOU DON'T KILL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OKAY BAIII