Cutting yourself is stupid right, cause I'm on the damn edge of doing it. It's getting worse, which is just great. My self-esteem is absolutely horrible, which is making it much worse, not that it hasn't been bad. The suicidal thoughts are coming back. I can barely handle myself anymore.
I know I should talk to somebody, and I'm sorry about that, I just don't, which is stupid. Half of it getting worse is completely my fault, and I should stop ranting about it, but writing helps for some reason.
It's practically the same thing, just in a much more worse scale. I feel horrible.
I can't keep a good thought with out doing something that helps. I'm hanging out with my cousins, and that helps, but otherwise, it's really bad.
I'm sorry I'm talking about this again, feel like I'm starting some retarted drama. Sorry if you are fed up with this stuff also
Thanks for reading.
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HumorThis is just a story containing random things. I'm more or less doing this for 20 follows but I've been wanting, kind of needing to write something. I will work on Swanwish's Fate at some point but I want to write more and get a better understanding...
