No More Lies

Pained

Maine's POV

He was calling me non-stop after na magwalk out ako interview. He was trying to reach me but I was too spaced out these fast few days. Yes 3 days ang nakakalipas after the interview. Nagtago lang ako sa bahay namin sa Bulacan matapos ang pangyayari. I don't even have the energy to access all my accounts kase alam kong magulo pa ang lahat. Naguguluhan pa ako I need an escape. I need to think.

Bumaba ako para kumain ng breakfast nadatnan ko si manang sa baba.

"Meng kain kana umalis na ang tatay at nanay mo maaga daw ang meeting nila. Umalis na rin ang kuya mo at si coleen"

I just nod at kumain ng wala sa sarili. 

Masyado ba akong nagmadali para sa amin ni alden? I've been waited this for 5 years believing that It would be worth it. Am I that desperate to deserve this?

Alden's POV

Why she's not answering her phone? My god it's been three fucking days without her! She's still unattended. 

Fuck. This makes me crazy. I need to see her.

"Direk aalis na ko emergency"

"What? what happened to you! Ilang araw kanang ganyan. I know you hindi ka ganito magtrabaho--"

"I'm sorry but I need to go."

I hurriedly go to my car and drive as fast as I can to Bulacan. 

I might lose everything but not Maine. 

Not my Nicomaine.

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When I arrived I saw Maine eating on the dining na nakatulala. Hindi ko napigilan ang sarili kong yakapin siya. Miss na miss ko siya.

"God babe are you okay? Bakit hindi ka nagtetext you're not even answering my calls! baby gutom ka ba? pizza? pesto? what do you want! I'll--"

"What are you doing here?" She faced me with a cold stare. 

"Gusto ko lang malaman ano bang nangyare sayo?" Hindi man lang niya ako muling tinapunan ng tingin. 

"Go away. May shoot ka right now di ba? " Colder. She's colder. Her eyes was no emotions at all. 

Very unusual for Meng. 

"Meng may problema ba tayo?"

"Gusto mo bang ibalik ko sayo ang tanong mo?" she's now starring at me. Parang tumatagos yung tingin nya sa akin. Parang hinuhukay nya ang pagkatao ko. 

"Meng kung may problema tayo, may galit ka sa akin. Please let me know. Hindi ako manghuhula. Hindi ko malalaman kung ano yung mali kung hindi mo sasabihin sakin."

Nakatungo sya sakin.

"Please umalis kana. I need time for myself please stay away for a while" without looking at me. She seems tired at namayat siya.

"Maine ayoko ng ganito--"

"and who wants to be like this? Me? are you putting the blaming me!"

"Hindi ganon Maine. 3 days kanang hindi nagpaparamdam. Hindi pa ba sapat yung mga araw na yun.--"

"I need more time Alden." Naginit na ang ulo ko. Matigas ang ulo ni meng at alam kong hindi ako mananalo sa kanya.

"This is impossible Maine! More time gaano katagal ba yang time na yan. Hindi ako yung lalake na pag may problema ka iiwanan mo lang at pag okay kana babalikan mo na. We need to fix this together Maine"

then I left her.

Maybe she need more time.

Alone.

Without me.

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CABANANA:

SABAWWW! Sorry for not updating for such along time. Busy sa work and family.

SALAMAT SA PAG VOTE. MWA :*