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yoongi chuckled dryly.  

"this isn't funny. who the hell are you?"

"yoongi-ah, it's me. jimin, i know you're in shock but i.......i needed to talk."

"if you're really jimin," yoongi sniffled, his nose runny from him crying without even noticing, "call me by the nickname only he called me. we never called each other these name unless we were alone."

jimin wiped his eyes and sighed. "haengboggie. my little happiness."

yoongi stood up and glared at him, walking out.

jimin followed him out and called his name.

"why?" yoongi stopped and turned around. the moon was creeping into view. "why did you do that to me! i fucking loved you and you do that to me?"

"i couldn't face you!"

"but you faked your fucking death!"

"my parents did that. they saw how hurt i was so they did everything they could to get you to stay away so i could heal. i had no say; my protests against it didn't matter."

yoongi was still. "but.....but the grave?"

"money buys a lot of things and people." not their feelings. jimin was crying silently because yoongi was silent. "say something, yoongi. please. anything."

"i need time." jimin bit his lip and nodded.

"how will we meet again?"

"if we see each other again."

jimin burst into sobs.

yoongi looked around and pulled jimin into a hug. "hey. hey, chimmie, don't cry. i'm.......not as mad as i thought i'd be. i'm not ready to be together, or friends. i'm sorry. if we ever meet again, we were meant to be. if not, love someone who will love you as much i do."

jimin hugged him tightly.

"can.......can i k-kiss you? just one last time before we part?" yoongi nodded.

jimin stood on his tippy toes slightly and connected their lips.

salty tears made their way past the locked lips.

yoongi pulled away; making jimin realize what the hell he let happen.

the older male walked off with one last hug and an 'i love you'.

jimin slid down the wall and cried into his knees.

i fucked up big time.