forever is a lie || shawn mendes fanfiction

•prologue•

where did i go wrong? why do i screw everything up? i fuck every single thing i touch, i mean look at me.

the third time in the space of five minutes shawn requested a call, and like every other attempts i decline it.
he's already hurt me enough, i can't deal with anymore grief tonight.

there he goes again, getting frustrated i pick my phone open and answer the call.
"what do you want?"
i spat with annoyance in my tone.
"aria, bab-"
he began with his 'innocence' sounding voice.
"don't babe me, what the fuck do you want?"
i repeated again, my heart was beating fast and my veins felt like they were going to pop out any second.
"i promise you it was a mistake!"
he said while sighing, i could almost here the sadness in his voice. Almost.
"promise? what the promise like before? the one where you said 'i promise im always here for you, forever"
i say bluntly agitated by his attempts to fixes things, let's just get one thing straight that isn't happening.
"and i am! im always here!"
he said getting defensive.
"forever is a lie, one i was a fool to believe"
i say sighing.
"you can go back to laura and promise her the things i believed"
i said before i hang up and switched it on silent so i could ignore his attempts to call me again.

the worst part about this is a was stupid to believe that i was the one. I truly thought i made him happy, i thought i was the one who his heart belonged too but i guess i was wrong.

never believe anyone when they promise forever, forever is a lie.

A:n// i hope you enjoy the little sneak peek of this book, i really hope you all like it.
I'll tell you who plays each character as they are introduced.
Shawn mendes > himself (duh)
Aria Montgomery > Lucy Hale (PLL)
Laura > -intomendes (Yay)