Hardest Goodbye: Unbreakable (An Austin Mahone Fanfic)

Chapter 19

Hey guys I'm so sorry for the late update. I know this chapter is a couple weeks late. I've had a lot going on and I still do, I'm having to take time and figure some things out and sort a lot out. I've been having some hard decisions to make and things happen and stuff I am so sorry for a late update and I know it's Tuesday and not A Friday or Saturday I'm posting this but I figured you guys should get the revealing message Austin sent to Kassidy so here you go! (:

___________________________

••Kassidy's POV••

As I was sitting there watching tv my phone buzzed and I looked at the name and Austin popped up on my screen. I opened the message and read this: "Kassidy, I got the box with the things your giving back. That's not the point of this message. The point is to ask you these things I need some answers. I need to understand this whole situation a little better. So let me ask you this. Did you plan to do that to me?

Why did you do it? I know you didn't want to hurt me but it doesn't seem like it. I'm hurting Kass I'm heartbroken. I know I do deserve this after what I did to you but that's in the past. Kassidy I just want to know why you didn't marry me I thought everything was great between us. But I guess I was wrong. Tell me this did you even love me or was it a lie? Was it all a big lie? Please don't lie to me because I don't like being lied to. I want the truth Kassidy. Look you may be moving on with your life but I'm not. I still love you with all my heart. I'm so sorry for the pain I caused you, but please you can't block me out of your life did you forget we have a child. But I guess it's your decision, and if you don't want me to see Alaina then go ahead but it won't hurt me as much as it's gonna hurt Alaina just think about our daughter when you make some of your decisions. Now I understand this might me pointless to write to you but I felt it should be said. I will ways love you no matter what you do or say, I'll never get over you because your the best thing that has ever happened to me. I know it's too late for another chance and I don't deserve a third chance but please don't cut me out of your life. But if you do I guess there's nothing really I can do.so I'll give you your space and time to think through things. Bye"

After I finished reading the message I thought of something I could reply back. I started with the first question.

I typed

" Austin, no I didn't plan to do that you know me way better than that. And my reason for doing that I can't exactly explain because I don't even know myself.... I swear I did not want to hurt you but it kinda seemed that way I know and I'm sorry. Again I'm not exactly sure of my reason for not marrying you, yeah everything was great between us I guess I just wasn't feeling anything I don't know I'm not exactly sure Austin. It wasnt a lie I do love you well I loved you as my boyfriend but now just a friend. I haven't exactly moved on Austin, I have no idea where you got that from but I haven't.i wasn't going to block you out of my life or Alaina's life. Believe me I wouldn't ever do that to you. I'm aware that it would hurt Alaina later on that's why I'm not going to do that. I'm sorry Austin for all this I really am"

I re read over my message to Austin then was hesitant to press send but finally did. Delivered popped up under the message, I stared at the screen then a few minutes later it said Read. I locked my phone and waited patiently for a reply.