Hardest Goodbye: Unbreakable (An Austin Mahone Fanfic)

Chapter 5

This is another late update I'm so sorry don't hate me. Okay well anyway I hope you like this chapter. If it sucks I'm sorry.

So like I have a serious craving right now. I'm wanting a Oreo Blast. Lord help me. Me and these cravings okay yeah enjoy! (:

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"Austin. How can you?"

"I just do okay"

"You made a promise to me Austin do you remember what it was?"

He stared at me confused.

"Forget it you obviously have no clue"

"Kass tell me"

"No it doesn't matter anymore"

"Kassidy"

I turned around and walked out of the room only to run into Michele "oh hey Kassidy. How are you?"

"I'm okay I uh gotta go"

"You sure you don't wanna stay?"

"No I'm good"

"Okay see you later"

I just nodded and went on to the elevator. I can't believe Austin forgot his promise. I reached in my pocket and began to type a message...: to Austin. "Your promise was that no matter how much pain you went through you'd never give up like this. Ever. You broke it Austin."

I hit send.

I got to the lobby and walked out of the hospital. I got in the car. And I made my own promise I promised myself I wouldn't be breakable I would be UNBREAKABLE. I will no longer be that fragile girl. Minutes later my phone went off. I was still sitting in the hospital parking lot. I looked at the name it was Austin.

"I'm sorry Kassidy... Please don't be mad at me, I've had so much happen I must have forgot how can I make it up to you?"

I text back: "You should know as much as you've just said sorry it doesn't fix everything. You broke a promise to me. "

Then I got a quick reply "I know... But please come back so we can talk please"

I text back: "I can't, if I go back I will just be upset at you and at myself more."

He read the message but didn't reply. I just shrugged it off. I started the car and pulled out of the parking lot of the hospital. I drove around and ended up at the park in New York. How I did I don't know, it's nothing like the park in Miami. I hated my self for wanting Austin still. But I'm with Cody but yet I want Austin. I sat in the car for about 30 minutes when again What about love came on the radio. I mumbled to myself "Seriously" I sang along, it's a good song... Okay okay that's not the only reason but seriously you can't blame me for it. Austin is a sweet,loving,caring guy. As The song ended I thought about everything that has happened, between me and Austin. One thing that I'm glad came out of our relationship was Alaina. I know before I said I shouldn't have gone to that hotel that night but if I didn't I wouldn't have Alaina. I'm glad I have Alaina, I'm proud to say he is my daughter. Several good things came out of our relationship because of Austin, I became less insecure about myself. I gained the courage to actually sing in front of people. In alot of ways he helped me, he helped me overcome some of my fears he changed me in ways I thought could never be changed. I owe him for that because without him I wouldn't have done those things never in a million years. I got a smile on my face just thinking about all of that. If It wasn't for him I wouldn't be so confident at this point, I'm confident enough to go somewhere without makeup confident enough to wear just a Tshirt and jeans in public, before I would always wear makeup everywhere I would always dress nicely now I feel confident to Be MySelf something I could've never done on my own but with Austin's help I did. I went back to reality then drove away from the park I said to myself "Thank you Austin"

I wasn't saying it to anyone and I know that and I know Austin wasn't there but you know how sometimes you want to say thank you to someone who has changed your life in some ways you never thought was possible an you just wanted to tell them thank you but couldn't so you just say aloud Thank you. I tend to do that alot but this time it means more to me because I really do owe Austin a thank you for all of that.