Hardest Goodbye: Unbreakable (An Austin Mahone Fanfic)

Chapter 15

"It's what Cody?"

"Kass, I was stupid to let you you go, I don't like seeing you with Austin it tears me apart every time I see a photo of you and him together I can't help but be torn apart. I had my chance and I let you go and I shouldn't have. I love you Kassidy not just as a friend,ever since we met I have been in love with you. When I finally got a chance with you I was so happy then it ended and I was broken, I didn't try to get you back and that is just another regret of mine because if I had tried Id be the one with you and you'd have my ring I proposed to you with on your finger not his! I'm happy you found love but I just wish it was with me."

"Cody, look we just weren't meant to be"

"Kass, I know we couldn't made it work it would've been hard but I know it could have worked"

"But don't you think that Alaina deserves to have her daddy around not another guy who isn't her father"

"So I'm just another guy to you now?"

"No that's not what I meant"

"Whatever Kassidy, goodbye"

"Cody"

The line went off and that was it he really meant Goodbye. Dammit. This is all my fault. I thought about what he said, about the ring thing. I sighed as I observed the ring on my left hand. I slowly slid it off my finger I haven't took it off since Austin proposed. I looked at it some more. What if Austin isn't who I'm meant to be with? Who am I really meant to be with? These questions ran through my mind. I looked over at Alaina and back at the ring. I did this for a few seconds. I shook my head, I slid the ring back on my finger and got up off the couch. I picked Alaina up and layed her down for a nap. I layed on the bed staring up at the ceiling. I was confused about a lot I don't know what to do. Maybe eventually I will, I just hope it's not on my Wedding Day.

••2 months later••

Well, my wedding is in 2 weeks and I still am doubting some things but I keep telling myself how much I love Austin. I'm reminding myself everyday of everything we've been through. Austin doesn't know about my doubts and he isn't going to know. I just hope they go away quickly. Cody has completely shut me out of his life he will not speak to me. I've tried calling, texting and dming him on twitter nothing. I've talked to Ali, I asked her how he was. The response I got every time was "he is okay,still upset". It was the same old same old. I would occasionally see tweets of his on twitter. Mainly about his tour and all that. Although there was one tweet I was concerned about it read "I watched as you stood there and shot me not just with your words but your actions."

I swear I read that tweet over and over I read the replies and they were clueless. I wasn't though because I knew, I knew who it was about. Me.

••2 weeks later••

Today was the day of mine and Austin's wedding. I stood there in my wedding dress surrounded by The most important people in my life. Hanna,Adria,Sarah,April,My mom, Alaina,Reagan,Bailey, Ali and Jacob. My brother was walking me down the aisle, Dylan and Blake were doing some finishing touches in the church. "You look beautiful Kassidy" my mom said

"Thank you"

Jacob stepped out of the room to check on things. He came back a few minutes later. "Their ready"

Mom hugged me and walked out of the room.I stood in front of my girls.

Bailey and my little Alaina my flower girls Adria my maid of honor, Sarah,Hanna,Reagan,Ali and April my bridesmaids.

Bailey walked out with Alaina first then my girls did. Jacob looked at me "Ready sis?"

"I'm nervous"

"You'll be fine I love you"

"Love you too"

I took a deep breath and looked at Jacob and nodded. We stood at the doors and then walked down the aisle. I looked at Austin, Alex,Robert,Zach,Andrew,Dave and Adam. I looked back at Austin. I took another deep breath and then made it to the front. Austin took my hand and Jacob sat down. I looked at Austin through my veil. I looked out into the crowd. I thought I saw Cody I looked again and there he was in the back of the church. He smiled at me I smiled back. The preacher or whatever had us do our vows.

"Do you Austin Carter Mahone take Kassidy Rae Mason to be your wife?"

"I do" Austin said with a smile

"And do you Kassidy Rae Mason take Austin Carter Mahone to be your husband?"

I stared at Austin for a few minutes, I couldn't speak. At all

I swallowed the lump in my throat

"I-"