For Better Or For Worse...Gang Story

XI

Harley ^^^

Minus the tattoos 

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We all ate the pizza and everyone went into like business mode. Almost everybody was gone and it was only Luke Michael Calum Niall and 6 other guys I didn't know too  well. I was still waiting for Calum to ask me what happened 2 months ago but he stayed locked up in his office and I was getting quite annoyed. I wanted to get this out but I didn't want to sound like a little girl trying to get some attention. Because honestly that's the last thing I wanted and I was hating myself for forgetting I had a mic on. Luke appeared and looked at me from the top of the stairs and motioned towards Calums office. I walked up to him giving him a questioning glance. " he's stressed out pacing and throwing things go talk to him  " he said and I nodded handing him Pepper who I had been cuddling. 

          I walked towards his office and opened the door with shaking hands. I bit my lip holding back tears seeing him holding his head in his hands. I shut the door and he looked at me with tear stained cheeks . I couldn't help it and I sobbed sliding down the door. I was gathered in arms soon after and I was being rocked back and forth. Once I calmed down I looked at Calum

. " He was drunk and he confessed to me that he had feelings for me. " I started and Calum kissed my forehead. " but I told him I wasn't interested at the moment and that he didn't know what he was saying cause he was drunk and he got angry. " I said and I felt Calum let out a shaky breath. " he threw me on his bed and slapped me then he...he raped me to prove that..that he knew what he was t.talking about. " I felt Calum teanse and I hugged him 

" don't hurt him, I can't lose you. " I sobbed and Calum sighed and hugged me tightly laying a kiss on my forehead every once and awhile as we sat there. It seemed every time we were in this office I cried. 

" I love you Harley but I can't sit here and do nothing he raped you he has to know that's not ok you let him off too easy and I don't think he deserved that. "  he got up and grabbed his phone and dialed a number. I sighed and sobbed harder. I wasn't worried for Caleb becuse In my opinion he deserved what was coming to him and Cal was right I did let him off too easy but who I was worried about was Calum even though I guess I shouldn't because he's still here and not in jail but anything could happen. " Calum please " I pleaded and he looked at me in understanding. He sighed and hung up the phone slamming it on the desk. " why?! " he snapped and I stood up walking over to him  " because Calum dont You see?! I understand you've killed people and hurt people but I don't want you too unless you have too I want to be with you for as long as I can so I can't lose you not now please I love you and I can't bare the thought of you being sent to jail the rest of your life or being even killed because I was stupid enough to go to the damn party. " I said holding back more tears  

He looked at me and shook his head  " don't you dare blame yourself for that it wasn't your fault ok! I won't do anything I promise but you can't blame yourself!! " he snapped and I nodded. For the longest time I did blame myself because I was stupid enough to to go to the party which I knew in some way was a bad idea but now I didn't  he was right. I hugged him and he hugged me telling me sweet things while I traced over one of his tattoos. 

He and I headed down stairs and chilled with the others watching a few movies before they all had to get to work on finding my brother. I was alone in the living room watching a scary movie they put in. I didn't know how to take it out so I was stuck with it and oh my god it was terrifying. I watched as the main character walked down the hallway where she heard the tv on and opened the door to the room. It was dark inside and the tv was playing What A Wonderful Word. 

" NO WHY ARE YOU SUCH A IDIOT!! "I yelled at the tv as she made her way to the closet. " NO!! DONT FREAKING OPEN IT OR YOULL DIE!! " I screamed and covered myself more with the blanket when her hand touched the nob. " no no no no no no " let's just say I'm not the person you take to the movie theater. She opened the door slowly and there was nothing in there so she sighed in relief and turned around  to be met with a man. I screamed at the top of my lounges as he began to cut her up with a chainsaw  and put her in a trash bag. I heard stomping from up stairs and bodies rushed down the stairs guns out and looking scary. I smiled and waived knowing they had heard me scream. " what's wrong?! " Luke asked and I pointed to the tv with a pout " he cut her up with a chainsaw and put her in a trash bag " I said and they relaxed. " geez scared the living shit out of us Harley " Calum said and I shrugged " I bet she was scared before she was cut in a bunch of pieces. " They rolled their eyes and I smiled. 

" you need help " Luke said and I shrugged 

" yah I know "