The fosters: Mariana dates trouble

Ch.21 its hard getting over you

Marianas pov
As I entered the house all broken-hearted after what happened at the dance I see everyone in the family looking at me with concern i tell them everything

"Looks like you were right about him he just got with me to get what he truly wanted sex he used me like I was some object" I said breaking into uncontrollable sobs

"Oh sweetheart you deserve better than josh he isn't worth it find somebody who is" Lena said with so much love for Mariana as she gives her a hug

"I loved him I loved josh for all the right reasons he loved me for all the wrong reasons theirs more too a relationship then sex I just thought he was different but I guess I was wrong he's just like those 2 sleaze balls Trevor and Ricky" I said breaking down as more and more tears start to fall

"Oh honey breaking up is hard but it gets easier as time goes on believe me love you deserve the world and this boy was never good enough for you I just wanted to protect you from getting your heartbroken and honey were here for you to pick up the pieces" Stef said with so much love for her daughter

"I know your just looking out for me I wish I listened to you guys I know you want what's best for me and I love you guys for that and I know your all going to be here for me and I am grateful for that" I said with so much love to my family

"Is their anything we can do right now" Stef said with so much love and sympathy

"Just all of you come over here and give me a hug" I said with so much emotion as we all gave each other and emotional hug before I headed up the stairs to change into my pajamas as the tears start falling uncontrollably at the thought of josh and all the amazing times we spend together dinner dates the movies and the 80s dance was suppose to be the the best time of my life but ended in disaster why couldn't he be different I thought I guess they were right love hurts I really loved him it's going to be hard to get over but my family and friends are right I deserve better first all grieve and then all get over josh Patterson as I spend the rest of the night crying to sleep trying to forget about josh but was failing