Feelings

He said.

He said he wouldn't hurt me.
I've given him everything I've saved.
He said he was protecting me.
I trusted him with every part of me.
He said he wouldn't lie to me.
I just found out today.
He said he didn't want to involve me.
I found out his secret from a mutual friend.
He said he didn't want to make me uncomfortable.
I'm crying in my bed.
He said he only did two hits.
I don't want him to be changed.
He said he'd be ok.
I know how the story ends.
He said he didn't want to stress me out.
I see history repeating itself again.
With every damn word he said.