It hurt...letting it out hurt.
Everyone holds it in. They all have it or will have it. What will they do with it? They'll hide it somewhere no one will see. Somewhere it can be concealed. The only place capable of hiding such a powerful force..... The heart.
However, hiding it comes with a price. The greatest price for such a force. One of the strongest forces.......feelings. Feelings of pain and sorrow.
We all keep our true feelings hidden sometimes, but we must not do so. I have been keeping my true feelings locked away for as long as I can remember. I paid the price for doing so. The feeling of pain itself. Letting your pain slowly consume your heart. Jen had also let this happen to her and I realized there was nothing I could do to help. She would have to let go on her own and it would not be easy. To let go of so much and not hold it in is not an easy task. I never did find out what happened to Jen, but I still get feelings that she's okay.
I haven't seen Jen for awhile, but it's good because I needed to be alone. Although it's nearly been a year since I last saw her it feels like a day. Sometimes that's how time works. I've had time to think and I've finally decided it's time for me to let go. Before I can let go I must ask myself something.
How can we truly let go?
Can you really let go of that much pain?
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