Complicated Truths

The Truth

I feel different. Is this how it is supposed to feel. I can't tell if it's good or bad. I looked back at things that had once haunted me. I can still remember them, but it's different. I think about those things less now. I could once feel the emotions of the memory almost as if I was reliving the moment. Now I don't.

It feels like a part of me is gone. I'm relieved yet sad that it's gone. I don't know what this is. I came to a realization that I changed. Is human change even possible? I thought to myself about it and I found the answer. I'm always going to be the same. That will never change. Thinking about it made me think of Jen and how she was doing. Jen had helped me realize things I never thought about before. Helping her made me ask the same questions I asked her.

I didn't get an answer to some of them and I always wondered why. Maybe she didn't have the answer. I thought maybe that was what she needed. To find the answers to her questions. I always look for the answer, but can't seem to find it.

Why? Why do certain things always happen to me? That same question because it's always me. It's because I can take it or because it's helps me become who I am. I don't know what the answer is. That's just it though, deep down we know the answer, but we keep searching for it. We all want an answer to our questions, but will you accept it? Will you keep searching for the answer you want or will you simply accept the truth?

"The road we take is set out for us when we're born, but it's our choices that continue the path and determine where we turn". -Filtiarn

As this Journey comes to an end I begin to see the turning point, but which way do I go....

Thank you for reading this book and staying with me till the end. Hope you enjoyed the book I will be making another one soon. Thanks for viewing and goodbye.