Chapter 1

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Penelope's P.O.V

As the words left her mouth I stood there frozen. Suddenly breathing became a problem. My whole world stopped and all I could think about was Louis, Louis, Louis! Tears started welling up in my eyes and some pathetic sobs left my mouth. Maybe he won't make it? What is that supposed to mean? He isn't gonna die! He will survive! And then we can go back to being happy!

'I'm so sorry Penny! Come on. We'll drive to the hospital...okay?!' My mother let me go and lead me to the car. My sight was blurry through my tears and I was happy that she was there to show me the direction. Through the car ride I imagined my Louis lying on the street and covered by blood. My hands began to tremble and a few more tears made their way down my face.

As we arrived at the hospital it was raining heavily and my mom dragged me fast towards the doors. We were standing in the waiting room and I could hear people cough. Happy them, they are just here because of a cold. Not like me. I was here because my boyfriend may die.

'Hello! We search for Louis Tomlinson. He arrived here one hour ago?!' My mother asked a nurse who sat at the information station. She tipped something in a computer and answered us that he would be in room 230.

I nearly ran into Jay's arms, Louis' mother, who stood near the door.

'Oh slow down, Penny!' She said shocked. She had cried. Her eyes were puffy and her face was flustered. She took my in her arms and carressed my hair. I looked over her shoulder and saw Lottie sitting on a chair near Louis' bed.

'Where is the rest of the family?' My mother asked after she entered the room too.

'The twins and Felicita are at home. Our babysitter is there!' Jay explained before she let me go and I could go to Louis' bed.

'And? What is now with Louis? What did the doctor say?' I asked nervously, not sure if I wanedt to know the answer. I heard Jay sighing.

'Well...Louis is in a coma! The doctor isn't sure when he'll wake up, but he is pretty sure that Louis will wake up!' Jay said while she grabbed Louis' hand.

'Not sure when? What's that supposed to mean?? Like maybe he'll just wake up in two years or maybe one day or a week?' I shouted confused and scared and angry. Why couldn't she just say it clearly?

Lottie sniffled a bit. 'They said it could take months or maybe just days...they couldn't clearify it!'

Months? How am I supposed to live without him for months?? I even miss him after a few weeks! Who could I live without him months? How?

I felt my mom hugging me from behind and she rocked my back and forth. She gave me a peck on the cheek and lead me to a chair.

'I'll see if I can get us something to eat. I'm sure everyone is hungry since it is dinner time!' My mom suggested and earned agreeing nods from Jay and Lottie but I felt like I couldn't eat one bite. I think I throw up if I'd something now!

2 weeks later

Louis hasn't woken up til now. I visited him every day but nothing changed. He only laid there, pale face and dry lips, which I miss to kiss! I sat at the kitchen table with food in front of me and my mom begging me to eat something. I could only eat two bites then I was full.

'I can drive you today to the hospital so you don't have to drive with your bike!' I looked uo from my table and saw my mother with pleading eyes. Why would she plead to drive me? She had to see my confusion cause she added fast. 'It's always dark when you come home! I don't want something to happen to you. And in your condition sport isn't the best...'

I nodded. I knew what she meant. I ate so less that she was probaly afraid that I'll pass out on the way to the hospital. I heard her sighing in relief.

'Okay than I just make the dishes and then we can drive there!' I nodded again, to tired to speak.

Louis' P.O.V

I opened my eyes and were blended by the white lights. I blinked a few times. My head hurts! And my leg! I turned my head to see some strangers sitting in my room...was it my room? It was a young girl around 13  and a girl around 15 or 16 with black hair...and two women. What are they doing here? What am I doing here?

I coughed awkwardly and suddenly I was surrounded by the four females.

'You're awake!' The young girl shouted and jumped into my arms. I flinched. What did she want?

'Careful Lottie!' The girl in my arms was warned by one of the women. The girl let go but gave me a peck on the cheek and her face showed a white grin. They all had big grins on their faces. And the black haired girl had even a few tears in her eyes? Why did she cry? She made a step towards me and hugged me carefully. I pet her back, but didn't know exactly what I was doing...

'Okay...could you all please stop hugging me and take a step back!' They obeyed with frowns on their faces. I took a deep breath.

'Thanks...now who are you? What are you doing here? Where are we? What am I doing here?' I asked, maybe a bit questions. As soon as the words left my eyes the four looked hurt and shocked!

'Ähem...we are your  family and girlfriend!' I frowned...I didn't know them. Aren't you supposed to know your family and girlfriend? 'And we are here waiting for you to wake up from your coma!' I was in a coma? 'We are in a hospital! And well you were in a car accident?!'

'But...I don't know you and I kinda don't know who I am....O god who am I?!' I said carefully. They stared wide eyed at me. The young girl began shaking her head. 'That's not true! Of course you know us and you! You are just being you mocking us! That's not funny and no stop it! You know us!' She nearly screamed at the end and tears were running down her face.

One of the two woman put her arms around the girl.

'I don't mock you!' Who am I??????? Shit, fuck, what the hell...more cursing words didn't come to my brain at the moment.

The woman who had the crying girl in her arms took a breath and spoke with a calm voice. 'Wel...firstly I don't know what to say. You'ew Louis! When you don't remeber us you have to have amnesia...and that's kinda not good...' She laughed fake. Louis?

'Maybe we should introduce us...' The other woman said slowly. The young girl only sobbed harder and the woman who hold her had also a few tears in her eyes. The black haired girl had her lips pressed together firmly and didn't bother to look at me.

'Well, I'm Jay, and I'm your mother!' My mouth fell open. What? But I don't know her. I looked at her. She was very beautiful. But that can't be my mother....I don't know her! But she looked so truthfuly that I couldn't doubt it.  Jay nudged the young girl.

'I'm Lottie, your sister!' She said and cried harder. Oh no, poor girl! What do you say in such a situation. So I just opened my arms hesitantly and she hugged my gladly. I like her, she was so sweet.

'I'm...that's shit. I'm not gonna introduce myself to my boyfriend! Come mum, we go!' The black haired girl mumbled and grabbed the other woman's hand. Oh, my girlfriend? She looks breathtaking.

Jay looked at my 'girlfriend' and sighed.

'That was Penny! Your, like she said, girlfriend.' My mother, that sounded so weird, explained me.

'She sounds cruel?!'

'She is normally a sweetheart and totally loveable, but you have to understand that it's a shock for her, like all of us, that you can't remember! Take your time to get to know her! It's worth it!' Jay said. Aha...a total sweetheart? Nah, not really! But I nodded weakly and looked at my mother.

'So my name's Louis?'

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