Chapter 3

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Louis' P.O.V

'Seriously Louis? Tell me this isn't your decision!!' Jay shouted at me. It was so strange and confusing to argue with a nearly strange. It was ridiculous. I just wanted to dissapear in my room.

'Yes, Jay!' I saw the flash of hurt in her eyes as I called her Jay. 'That's my decision! Should I feel sorry for wanting to concentrate on my life?'

Jay huffed in response and looked at me with disbelief. She turned around to check on the food which was cooking but faced me again quickly.

'Your life, Louis? Penny is part of your life, like me, your sisters and your friends! She has a right to stay in it like the rest of us!'

Why can't she understand me?

'Maybe! But the rest of you were all nice and stuff and Penny was just...rude and unsympathetic! And besides that, I think that a girl at the moment is too much for me! Girls always want things things from you and I can't give her that so I stop this thing between Penny and me before she gets hurt!'

I think that were some good reasons and I was proud of my little speech. I smiled to myself but jay shoot me a dead glare.

'I really don't know how to explain this anymore, Lou! Penny isn't rude and she is really not one of this girls who wants you to be there for her all the time and stuff! She is very independent, you know!' Jay sighed at the end and looked at me urgently.

'Whatever...I'm meetin up with Stan in an hour or so! I think I'll be gone now!' I headed to our entrance and started putting on some shoes. I wanted to be out of here as quick as possible.

'That typical for you Louis! Running away when you don't know anymore what to say!' I heard Jay calling after me when I left the house. Typical for me? I had no idea what was typical for me...

Penelope's P.O.V

I don't know how long I've been laying on my bed, just staring at the ceiling. Staring at nothing. Thinking about nothing...well apart from Louis. He's in my head and I can't stop thinking about what is going to happen.

Our conversation a few hours ago was terrible. Louis and I never been one of those couple who argued often. Sure we had our disagrees but everyone has. Louis and I never have spoken to each other like that.

'Penny?' My mom entered my room. I turned my head towards her and saw her looking at me worriedly. Her eyebrows were furrowed together.

'Hmm?'

'You've been lying in your bed for hours...don't you want to stand up? It's not even evening yet! Go meet with Ruby or something! It's horrible to watch you like this!' My mom sat down on my bed and ran her fingers through my hair.

'Not in the mood! And can you please leave my room!' I hissed and cuddled deeper into my blanket.

My mother sighed but did what I've asked for. My phone ringed and I took it from my nightstand. I nearly cried when I unlocked my phone. In the backround was a picture of Louis and me cuddling. And the thought 'It will never be like this again...ever' ran through my mind.

I saw my best friend, Ruby,  calling me and picked it up with a sign.

'Heyy...' I mubmled tiredly into my mobile.

'Hi, Pen! How are you? I'm getting worried you weren't in school the last few days!' Ruby said. I could hear the worry in her voice.

'You know the thing with Lou-is...!' A sob interrupted my sentence.

'Oh God, Pen! Please tell me you aren't still crying over this stupid boy! After all it is just a boy!' At this point I may add that Ruby was very anti-boys. She once had a very bad experience with one, but that's another story.

'Yes I am crying over him, okay! I love him after all! And Ruby, not all boys are like him!' Ruby and I, or better Ruby, made the role that we never ever day his name again. She has a dramatic streak.

'Maybe not, Pen! But I tell you he is not worth it! I love you okay and I care for you, so please get over him!'

'I don't know!' Maybe Ruby was right?

'Yes you know! And this night is the perfect chance for that! There is a party at Olivia's!' Ruby said excited. Olivia was one of these 'famous' girls and Ruby was one of her....fans. I know she'd kill me if I don't go with her.

'Okay I go with you! But just, cause you are my best friend! Under one condition!'

'Yayy! Everything!'

'You won't hook me up with a boy!'

'I won't! Ahh it's gonna be fantastic! What should I wear....' As she continued rambling about whatever I knew that her promise, not to hook me up with a boy, is going to be broken soon. The party can begin.

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The music was so loud I couldn't understand one word Ruby said to me. On the dancefloor were so many people grinding on each other. I think that it was disgusting. Couldn't they go to a room?

Ruby yelled something to me and disappeared. Yep, now I'm alone here. And not in partymood at all! I tried to push through the crowd but a hand grabbed my waist. Suddnely I was dancing with some boy I've never seen in my life before.

'Hi cutie! What's your name!' The boy whispered in my ear. I wiggled out if his grip but the boy just hardend his grip. Shit, that hurt!

'Could you please let go off of me!' I shouted in his face but he just blinked but didn't loosen his grip neither stopped dancing.

Suddenly another girl came into my view and pulled me away from the boy. She yelled something in his face and I decided to leave as soon as possible.

But as I headed to the exist I saw Louis standing in a corner looking at me sadly. He must have seen me 'dancing' with this guy. Oh shit!

Louis turned around and started walking away. I wanted to ran after him but Ruby held me back and shook her head.

'I thought we said you'd get over him!' She raised her eyebrows at me.

'Yes, I know, but...!' 

'No buts c'mon, we go home!' Ruby wrapped her arm around my waist and pulled me out of the house. Then feeling that I now totally lost Louis didn't leave me for the rest of the ride back home. Now the chance to get him back ever has vanished from my thoughts.

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