Did you forget? (Louis Tomlinson Fanfiction)

Chapter 2

 Louis P.O.V

The room I entered was messy. It looked like the room was left quickly. Everywhere were clothes and on the bed laid an open book. That should be my room? On the wall were some pictures from this girl at the hospital, my girlfriend, and me. I can't understand how I was in love with a girl like that. She was so nasty and she ran out of the room. It isn't my fault that I don't remeber! How can she be angry with me?

 Girls, really!

 'Louis could you come downstairs? Some of your friends are here!' My mother yelled from downstairs. It as so strange to call a woman I don't know 'mother'. My hands were getting sweaty. I was so afraid to face my friends. What would they think? And how would they act? Louis pull yourself together!

 I headed to the living room, proud of myself that I knew where it was. I mean I've just been here for some hours. On the couch were sitting three guys who smiled at me widely. I could do that, they seemed nice.

 'Okay, I think I'll let you alone I'll cook dinner. Have fun!' Jay quickly made her way out of the room.

'C'mon Lou, sit down! We don't bite!' A guy with brown hair said. I smiled shyly at them but obeyed.

'Well, hey I guess! Since you don't know who we are: I'm Stan! You're best mate!' Stan grinned at me widely and he acted like he didn't mind at all, that I wasn't remebering him.

 'Hey Stan! Nice to meet you...again!' I chuckled and Stan pulled me in a friendly hug.

 The boy next to Stan introduced himself as Billy. He also pulled me in a hug but it was a bit awkward. It was clear that he didn't know what to do.

 'My turn now? I'm Deren! So glad you aren't dead, Lou!' Deren hugged my long and tight. 'How dared you to scare the living shit out of us?' He seemed a bit upset.

 'Deren! You can let go now!' I mumbled overhelmed.

 'Yes, sorry, sorry, Lou!' Deren blushed and looked down.

 'Deren over here is our sensitive guy!' Stan explained, rolling his eyes.

 'Shut up, Stan!' Deren kicked him with his feet and Stan just laughed and shrugged it off. At this point I decided that I liked my friends. They were really cool guys.

 Penny's P.O.V

 I stood nervously in front of Louis' house. Jay called my this morning and told me that Louis've been out of hospital for a few days now and she begged me to come over and talk to him. At first I refused but after a lot of convincing from Jay I agreed.

 I ringed the door bell and the familiar sound was heard. Some voices appeared and after a few seconds the door was opened by noone else than my boyfriend. Can I still call him boyfriend? A few weeks ago I would kiss him now but I knew I wasn't able to do that. Maybe never again!

 Louis let out a puzzled 'Ohh!'

 'Hey! May I come in?' I asked and my voice failed at the end of the sentence.

 'Uhm...yeah sure!' Louis opened the door a bit further so I could walk past him in the house, which I probably knew better than Louis.

 Jay rushed out of the kitchen and wrapped her arms around me.

 'I'm so glad you came, Penny! How are you? Have you been sleeping? You look terrible!'

 'It's okay Jay! Really!' I smiled at her reassuring. 'What are you cooking?'

Jay laughed at that and I was glad to see her smiling. I was sure it was a hard time for her. She is Louis' mother after all.

'Pasta. You can eat with us. It's finished in half an hour. You two can go upstairs I'll call you, when it's finished!'

Panic rushed through my body. I don't know if I was able to be alone with Louis!? What should I say? I looked over at Louis and he looked shocked like me.

 'Uii you both! C'mon! You have to talk! Now move your asses upstairs!' Jay pointed with her fingers to the stairs and we both nodded and walked to Louis' room in silence.

I had to contain my laughters as we entered Louis' room. It just looked so typical for him. Everywhere were lying things. He was still the same one even if he didn't remeber. That's something to start with. Stop being so naive Penny, he forgot you! Move on!

'Ähem...so? How are you?' Louis asked as he shuffled around. It has never been so awkward between Louis and me. Not even when we first met. I wanted to shout in his face to stop acting like that.

'Good.'

'So...how long were we together?'

'Two years!'

'Oh!' Oh? 'That's long!'

I looked Louis directly in his eyes. They were blue like always but something was mixed within, something I didn't like. Louis looked like a lost puppy and I had to fight the urge to kiss him. Damn it! Why has it all have to be so complicated?

'Hmh...probably!' I know my answers were short but I couldn't bring myself to act normal around Louis. Nothing was normal anylonger.

'And how is school!' I scoffed at Louis' question. It was so ridiculous.

'Okay, shut it Lou...is!' I hissed at him and Louis flinched. It hurt me to hurt him but I had to accept that there is no way back to where we were.

'What's your problem, Penny? I'm just trying to be nice!' Louis shouted angrily

'What's my problem? Oh...I don't Louis! It's just my boyfriend doesn't remeber me?' I was furious how dared he?

'Stop acting like it was my fault!'

'I don't say that it's your fault Louis! But it's hard for me, okay?' I'd like to throw some things now, please.

'It's hard for you? I'm the person that doesn't remeber anything! You have no idea how it is to look at Jay and knowing I break her heart, cause I don't rember my mother? Or how it is that I don't remember my whole life?'

'Of course it's hard for you. But I remember you! Don't you get it? I just wish I forgot too!' Tears were running down my face. Louis had his lips pressed together firmly as he said 'I really don't know, why I liked you!'

It was like Louis took a knife and stabbed my heart. How can he say something like that?

'You're such an arsehole, Louis! Bye!' I yelled at him and stormed out of the room. I passed a confused Jay but that didn't stop me from running outside, just to get a distance between Louis and me. The one I love. Or loved?