Maid Genderless

Dear Young Jae

Young Jae takes a deep breath before opening the letter;

Dear Young Jae~  
I'm glad we got to spend time together.   
No matter who my bias is in BAP I'll always think of you as the shy brainy guy. You and the others became more than just idols.  
I know that if we had met any another way then we would have become really good friends. I'll keep watch over you as a faithful noona. Each time you hear of how many albums were sold just know that I bought one. Although I'll be a part of the Japanese statics for awhile. Look after Zelo and Jong Up, okay? I told them about my gender. I know that a brainy guy like you can explain whatever you guys' reason was for not telling them that I'm a girl.  
I never did thank you for saving me from whatever Daehyun had in mind. I guess I shouldn't say that I'll always remember you as a brainy guy. It had to have taken brawn to do that. So I guess I can ignore the so called baby fat you have. Kekeke~
Wait. You must have gotten rid of it with all the times you had to dance the PRI routine. Well I'll look forward to whatever comes next for BAP. You have to make sure to call me, text me or whatever, okay? It would be nice to hear from you. I understand if you are too busy or you don't want to talk to me.
I know I left without saying anything but I figured it was easier this way. It was never my idea to leave. Your company had decided the bad publicity that my cousin gave you was gone. None of the fans care about what happens to me now. You guys have a new album coming out apparently that's what matters.  
Stay the way you are Young Jae, don't change.
Song Jinwoo        

Young Jae wiped at his eyes, he cared. He cared what happens to her now. He dug in his pocket trying to get his phone free. He needed to talk to her now. Young Jae wanted to hear how this was a bad joke. She'd come back and they'd all sit down to eat the food she cooked for them. He dialed her number but got a busy signal. Maybe Zelo was talking to her? Maybe she had ignored him... Maybe despite this letter she didn't want to talk to him. Young Jae had too many questions and no answers. He texted her.  
Jin Noona?  
Yeah?  
Do you really have to go to Japan?  
Yeah  
Did you have to leave?  
Your company told me to.  
Young Jae gave up texting her and called again still she wouldn't pick up. Texting her annoyed him. She seemed so cold toward him in these texts.  
Do you hate me?  
No  
Why are you being cold?  
I'm not  
Jin Noona  
I'm doing my best not to fall apart  
Now he felt bad. She was trying to act strong yet he insulted her. Why did he sound like a toddler? Whining like that wasn't like him.  
I'm sorry. I'm being rude.  
Younggie you're being cute not rude.  
He laughed, "I'm being cute?"