Maid Genderless

His Letter

He balled his fist. Yongnam was suppose to help them get together not try to take her away. He went to her house leaving a present outside her house hoping his disguise held up. Once everything was in place he ran back into the car driving away. He didn't think he'd keep his sanity if he waited for them to return.            

Jinwoo giggled as Yongnam talked on and on humilating his brother with everything he could remember about his predebut days. She walked to the gate around her house turning to say goodbye but Yongnam moved closer. Shyly she steps back going to her door.  
"Jinwoo ah! Tomorrow same time?"  
"I'm sorry, I'm busy the rest of week"  
"Next week then?"  
Jinwoo reluctantly agrees.  
"Bye Jinwoo ah~"  
She waves sighing deeply once he was out of her line of sight. Jinwoo didn't notice the box at her feet till she kicked it. She picked it up walking into the house and up to her room. She sat on her bed opening the box. Inside was an iPod covered in a Shishimato graphic and an envelope. She blinks putting on the retro headphones pressing play on the iPod then opened the envelope.

Jinwoo ah  
I can't forget you. I don't think I'll ever forget the cute fan girl who couldn't make her voice work around me. I will never forget the night I kissed you or the many times before it that I dreamed of doing so. I want to give it all up for you.
I know that as a fan I would hurt you doing so but I can't forget you. Zelo, Young Jae and Himchan get to talk to you and now my own brother gets to be with you. Jinwoo ah, we can meet in secret. If I have to I make you into an idol myself just so we can be together I will. You confessed that you liked me. Jinwoo this is me accepting your feelings.
Please let me find some way for this to work. Jong Up and Zelo want their noona back. If Daehyun worries you don't worry. Himchan and I have taken care of him.
(xxx-xxxxxxxx)
Please just let me take care of the hard stuff. I want to make this work.      

"No way...", Jinwoo did her best not to cry.  
The music in her ears registered in her mind as she heard the low steady beat. It started with It's All Lies then Secret love and ended wit a song she hadn't heard. She hit back playing it again. She owned all their albums but never heard this song!  

My life pushed you away but let my love bring you back.

She couldn't hold in the tears hearing the lyrics. Yongguk's deep voice rapping felt more like he was right there telling her to come back. Blinded by tears and the beautiful words the six sang to her, she dialed the number for Himchan.  
"Jinnie~"  
"P-put Yongguk Oppa on"  
"Why are you crying?"  
"Please Oppa"  
Movement then someone breathing into the other end. Mumbling then Yongguk's voice, "Jinwoo ah?"  
"O-oppa....do you mean it?"  
"Every word"  
"O-okay"  
"You mean it?!~", Yongguk's deep voice cracking.  
"One condition"  
Silence.  
"I just want to be a model...idol is too much"  
"I'll help you be anything you want" 
"......Oppa?"  
"Yes?"  
"I-I just w-want to be yours"  
"You are"