Maid Genderless

Dear Yongguk

Yongguk opens the letter carefully as if he wanted to preserve it;    

Dear Yongguk
Oppa, I'm not entirely sure what to say.   I don't really know what else to say. I may not have followed your career from the beginning but I still think of you as one of my favorite rappers.
You're my ultimate bias. You don't like your awkward aegyo but I love it. You're sweet, deep and all the things that make girl's knees weak. I guess I can't ignore it and my japanese friend says I should tell you so here. I like you. I like Himchan and Daehyun too so don't let it go to your head, okay? Kekeke~ It's hard to imagine you reading over these words. I never pictured being able to tell one of my biases that I like them. At least not like this. Feels like I'm living in a scene from a drama.
I know you wanted to remember that kiss. It would be safer if you forget. Safer for both of us. I would give anything for us to have met before you became Bang Yong Guk leader of BAP but I wouldn't dream of messing up your life now just so I could have a place in it. As a fan I would never do anything that would risk the unity of my favorite band.
I told Zelo and Jong Up that I'm a girl. They might get mad. I hope you aren't mad. I really wish things could be different but we all knew this wasn't permenant. I guess I should have kept that in mind. I just didn't think you six would be so amazing.
I'll be leaving for Japan soon so I'll be out of your hair. Please look after your members. I'll always be a Baby Oppa. Even if it hurts I'll keep watching over you. Don't let the fans down. Whenever you hear of album sales or merch sales, I'll be a part of the numbers. Oppa think of me as a fan don't think of me as a girl.
I promise my face will fade away if you think of me this way.
Song Jinwoo

Yongguk had to put the letter aside as his tears had began staining the paper. She wanted him to forget her. She wanted him to forget the kiss. He couldn't imagine not thinking of her. Yongguk thought of the track they had barely finished recording. Her song. It was too risky to name it after her so he called it Thunder. Yongguk knew only she would get the name. Only she would know it was her song.  
"Hyung....hyung are you okay?"  
"We have to finish recording"  
"But Jin Noona!"  
"Recording, now", Yongguk spoke softly.  
The arguing stopped but Himchan knew something was wrong. He waited for the others to leave before he asked. To his surprise his older friend let him read the letter then he understood. She had basically confessed but told him to ignore her feelings.  
"You can only listen to her"  
"I don't want to forget....you and others don't want to either"  
"But she is a Baby....we'll just have to put more effort into things to wow her"  
"The fans you mean?"  
"Like she says she is a fan"