I remember I met this special girl in June
But I think we may have connected to soon
Nothing's the same now and as the year progressed the further we grew
We were practically best friends. Always together no matter what. When one was without the other it was always "where's Tim" "where's your friend"
We couldn't stay mad at each other even if we tried
It was like you were my girl and I was your guy
Except I took that too far...
I saw you differently than you saw me.
You wanted me to be Timmy your best friend
And I wanted you to be my girlfriend... My first girlfriend
I saw something in you I hadn't seen in anyone before. You cared about me when I felt like I had nobody. When I got on campus I was a loner...practically a nobody. But you saw something I didn't. A great friend. I can't say brother because we did some things that would be considered taboo for a brother and sister to do. I was just your best friend..with benefits... And those benefits are apart of our downfall. The more we connected on levels past friendship the harder and harder I fell for you. And when I finally admitted it I knew we were probably through. A semester passed and I barely spoke to you. I got my first girlfriend who wasn't you. I made her resent you like I did. Because I loved you more than I did her and it hurt knowing I couldn't be with you. Summer came and we reconnected for a second. But we both know it wouldn't be the same so why take a chance with it? Now I sit here waiting for you to say anything to me to show you still remember the good times we had. They were better less painful times than the bad. But I know that it's not gonna happen again. Even a small friendship will feel awkward. I wanna tell you about this amazing girl I met. How my summer went. What I wanna do when school starts back. I dunno I guess I just miss my best friend being here.. I miss my best friend. I miss you TT
