I'm definitely at my low point right now.
I feel practically invisible.
I feel like I'm the problem.
I'm a problem
Suicide shouldn't cross my mind at all but that's the central focus right now.
Crazy how I was in this position just 4 months ago huh
This isn't nearly as bad as then but it's still bad.
I'm not happy
Genuinely not happy at all
I seem happy but I'm not
Life fuckin sucks
I'm practically raging with anger, sadness, loneliness
Depression is starting to set back in
I don't like the feeling
But I'm not gonna fight it
I honestly don't care about life in general.
What's the point?
Does it care about me?
No
I'm at the point to where I'm definitely about to hurt myself again
Probably do something stupid and not regret it cause what are those right
I literally feel invisible as fuck
It's not fun
It's the worst feeling in the world
