i didnt know

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i didn't know that someone could feel loopy and lose track of time without any booze or something to get high off of until ive spent my best waking moments with you. i didnt know i would be looking for a face instead of looking at famous paintings. i didnt know i could be so attached to someone that even starts remind me of the constellation of freckles on their face. i didn't know that my heart could ever feel like it does when ever someone mentions your name. i didnt know i could never fall for someone again because none compare to you. i didnt know i would be permanently attracted to the way brow eyes look underneath the dimly lit night sky until i came face to face with yours. i didnt know that you would somehow be the main ideas of everyone one of my writings. i didnt know that months later i would still try to paint the shape of your lips to someone how feel like you were still there. i didnt know that you would make me feel like nothing matters except you.

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