Make Your Heart Race

Shared Feelings

Masato Hijirikawa P.O.V

"Oi, Masato." said Ren. I sighed and turned away from my calligraphy to look at Ren, who was throwing darts.

"What is it Jinguji?" Ren smirked,

"Well, I was just wondering if you wanted to go with me to check on Ochibi. He hasn't left his room since..." Ren trailed and continued throwing his darts.

Damn, this. This is pissed me off. He'd constantly be bringing up Syo these past couple days, I'm worried about him of course but... yet it makes me jealous to hear Ren talking and worrying to so much about someone else. Not to mention how much those fangirla surround him everytime he walks around the halls. With me liking Ren.. makes things worse.

"Why are you always bringing up Syo?" I tried to keep my cool, although Ren caught it and gave me another smirk.

"Hm, angry now eh, Masato?" Ren chuckled, "or maybe even a little jealous" Ren winked at me, I blushed. 'out of all people why did I have to fall for... him!?'

"Don't get full of yourself." I looked back to my calligraphy.

"Heh, well then I'll go see Ochibi and some fans while I'm at it."  said Ren. I turned and glared at him, a blush came over my face as he smirked and walked out the door. I sighed, why did he have to torture me so? It's not like he knows I like him, so I guess it's not very much his fault.. being as attractive as he is.. 'damnit!' I shook my head and turned back to my work,

"Maybe I should tell him..." I murmured.

'I can't think straight!' I shook my head again,all that was on my mind is Ren. And all those girls he'd be flirting with now.

"Damnit!" I slammed my fist on thr table, why do I have to be so jealous, too jealous to even concentrate on my calligraphy.

I got up and headed toward mg bed and laid back to think. 'I really need to tell Jinguji..' I sighed. I can't just come out of nowhere and say "i like you Jinguji." it doesn't work that way. I turned side to side, trying to decide on a plan. Or strategy but not finding one. I just need to tell him, I've been wanting to anyhow.. Do I have the courage?

I need to wait for him to get back is all.

My eyes began to close slowly, as the door opened my eyes shot open to see if Ren was back, Ren walked in, my heart began to race. I wasn't ready for this..

"So how is Syo?" I casually ask, my effort failing to hide my nervousness. Ren didn't catch it this time.

"Huh?" Ren gave a confused look, a bit surprised. "oh, well.. he didn't even talk to me while I was there. Not even let me in. He only talks to Natsuki.." Ren explained as he sat down on his bed.

Neither of us said anything, silencd grew between us. My heart pounding in my chest was all I could hear. I looked to Ren who was oblivious to my nervous state.

'I have to tell him. i have to make my feelings clear to him in some way' I'm just kinda pathetic not even able to tell him how I feel.
'just do it. say what you need to' I have to man up and do this. I could feel my body tense up as I was ready to speak,

"I need to tell you something."

I said, then my eyes widened and I looked up. I realized that Ren.. had asked the the very same thing....

'what does he need to say?' It kept running through my mind. I'm a bit worried now.. maybe he's going to tell me he likes someone. Maybe Syo.. or a girl. I cleared my head, my heart was pounding. I need to know what Ren want to say.. I surprised myself for keeping my cool for this long. As for my thoughts, they're a mess. 'I just need to calm down..'

"Eh? What do you need to say Jinguji?" I asked, my heart skipped a beat as he spoke.

"No, what do you have to say?" Ren lookes a bit nervous too. A bit out of character for him, always boasting and full of himself.. one of the things I love most about him.

"Just tell me, Jinguji." I pressed, it seemed like forever until he said something. My heart nearly burst as he spoke the words I never thought I'd hear in a million years..

Ren Jinguji P.O.V

I don't even know it it's the best choice to tell Masato this, or if this was a good time to tell him. But, either way I need to tell him now. I've kept it from him far too long now.

Now there was no taking it back, the words the truth I've kept for so long I had finally revealed it. I blushed as I spoke these very words

"I love you,Hijirikawa.."

Masato's face lit up, in shock, confusion, and happiness. Though, clearly he wasn't sure if these words I had spoke are true. I gave him a small smirk my heart is still racing. 'I'm glad I could finally tell him..' Masato was smiling. Oh,how I love his smile.

Masato got up, and walked across the room and sat next to me on my bed, my eyes followed him. I smiled, Masato was blushing a deep red,

"What did you--" Masato's lips met mine before I could finish my sentence. My lips melted into his as we held a passionate kiss. Sparks were sent coarsing through my body as our kissing continued. We both pulled away breathing heavily, in need of air.

I couldn't help but smile,

"I didn't think you felt that way, Hijirikawa." I smirked, and winked

"..!" Masato blushed,

"I-I can say the same thing about you. With you constantly flirting with those girls." Masato looked away 'I guess I did do that but for a good reason'

"Hijirikawa.." I trailed off turning his gaze back to mine, "I only did that because I wanted to get yout attention. I have no feelings for any of those girls. Only you..." I whispered against his lips as I kiss him softly.

"Really?" Masato asked in disbelief as he kissed me back.

"Really." I hugged him, "forgive me?"

Masato sighed,

"Yes." and he returned my embrace, to my surprise. I hugged him even tighter.

"Masato.." I trailed,

"Yes, Jinguji?" Masato pulled back a bit,

"Will you be mine?" Masato's cheeks covered with a pink hue.

"O-Of course!" ,Masato hugged me tightly 'this is perfect'

Then there was a knock on the door. I sighed and got up to see who it was. I opened the door, Ranmaru stood there.

"Oi, come down to the lounge room as soon as you can" sais Ranmaru, then he walked away. 'okay?' I closed the door and walked back to Masato.

"What?" Masato questioned,

"We have to go to the lounge room my love" I said, and smiled as Masato blushed.

"Don't call me that!" Masato turned away, 'how cute..'

" Heh okay okay.. but let's go.. my love" I winked and teased Masato,

"Jinguji.." Masato whispered as I kissed him,

"I love you, Jinguji.."

'I could get use to this...'