'I'm lost...'
*days later*
Syo P.O.V
Endless torment..
that's what these past couple days have felt like. Sinking deeper into.this depression with it's nails digging deeper.. everytime I think about what happened, what I lost that was so dear to me. I even lost myself.. my sanity slipping away with ever hour left.
I feel alone.. I'd be completely alone with Otoya.. we never left each other's side since that day. Funny, so to speak, being each other's reason for this pain, sorrow, that we cling to. Due to the rest avoiding our presence, this is all we have all I have to be with. And not even my best friend.. Natsuki, wouldn't even glance my way.
Ai was far worse though, everytime I saw him he'd turn and walk the other way, joy looking permanatly ridden from his face. Standing emotionlessly as my presence drew near him.. I deserve this..
Again, the only one who stands by my side is Otoya.. he understands everything..
I sigh, coming back to reality, sitting up
"Otoya.. Do you, think.. the guys will ever.. you know.?" I trailed, Otoya looked down,
"I don't know.. we threw everything off. Things are different now, and to top things.. we just brought ourselves down in the guys eyes, they're dissapointed with us... more so than dissapointed.." Otoya covered his face with his palm, "I.. I can't believe how badly we messed everything up.." Otoya cried softly, I looked down,
"I know.." tears formed in my eyes,
"Syo, I want Tokiya..!" Otoya sobbed, throwing himself into me. I embraced his fragil figure, rubbing his back softly,
"I know, I wish things could go back to the way they were.." I sighed, allowing the tears to run down my face, "I miss him too.. my Ai.." I buried my face into Otoya's shoulder, staying that way.. crying softly to each other
Our presence were the only to comfort each other.. no one else showed up, no one else came to see how we were, how we are.. we are like this daily.. only with.the two of us..
until..
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Next chapter coming soon! Within the hour just wait, it should be getting out of the depression state soon
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RomanceAn Uta no Prince Sama fanfiction!! my very first fanfiction. it is a yaoi (boy x boy) love story with many pairings, so if you don't like that kind of thing. i'd kindly ask you not to read. pairings: Ai x Syo, Tokiya x Otoya, Ren x Masato, Ranmaru...
