Make Your Heart Race

Feelings For You

And a part of me wondered why Syo kissed me.. why?

Ai P.O.V

These feelings... what are they? Why am I having this warming feeling toward his kiss.. his touch. So confused..

I began to blush as thoughts of the kiss ran through my mind again, this almost felt like a dream. But, the silence drew me way from my thoughts, I dislike this silence.

"So, what are you guys up to?" I asked,

"Playing Truth or Dare." , i stiffened and thought, 'so that's why he did it..' I grew upset at the thought of him not doing so of his own will. But a dare. I shook off the feeling.

"Oh." I replied, and turned to walk out of the room. 'I should probably say something to Syo about that kiss, or maybe.. just let it go' I shook my head slightly and looked back. Syo still had pink covering his cheeks, as he looked at me. My heart rate picked up quickly, I turned around again and continued to walk, to hid the darkening pink hue covering my face once again. I returned tp my thoughts as I left the room, 'could I possibly.. no..' I sighed, 'I can't like Syo.. I'm straight.. right?' I stopped walking suddenly. I just can't grasp these.. these feelings.. I can't help but think that maybe I do like Syo.

Syo P.O.V

Ai, left the room, I smiled and unconsciously touched my lips. Kissing Ai was even better than I had imaged it to be.. more perfect than I thought, and he kissed me back. I sighed 'too bad it won't happen again..'

"So, how was it Ochibi?" Ren questioned, I blushed and looked away refusing to answer.

"That was your first kiss right?" Masato asked. '..!' I turned to them,

"What makes you think that was my first?! I could have kissed plenty of other people!" I snapped, they all laughed.

"Who else have you kissed then Syo-kun?" Otoya smiled, I glared

"D-Doesn't matter." I answered stubbornly, 'they don't need to know that I've only kissed Ai.'

"Then how was it?" Natsuki asked with a smile, causing me to blush,

"It.. was, v-very satisfying" I replied, this is so embarassing,

"Syo-kuunn!!~~" Natsuki cooed, as he wrapped me in a huge bear hug,

"Goddamnit, Natsuki! you'll crush me!" I strained against him, but, not gaining the upper hand.

"You know, Syo I have a question," Tokiya began, and I froze against Natsuki.

"But, first, I just curious about why he'd be the one you'd think of first, and second.." Tokiya paused, and I gulped, 'he's going to ask it.'

"Do you like guys?" Tokiya asked, Ren smirked and the other's gave small chuckles, knowing the anwer. I sighed and inhaled deeply,

"Yes Tokiya~~" I replied,

"Which reminds me," Ren began, drawing our attention to him.

"Hm?" Masato and Tokiya questioned,

"Otoya, you have yet to tell us something you blurted out early" Ren smirked at Otoya, who blushed deeply and shook his head,

"I-I don't know what you're talkong about." Otoya stuttered,

"You know exactly what I'm talking about"

I smiled, 'now I can be the one teasing'

"C'mon Otoya, if I recall it. It had something to do with you and Tokiya, ne?" I smiled and looked at Otoya, who's eyes went wide and he looked at Tokiya, who froze and glared at Otoya.

"W-wait.. What did you say?" Tokiya questioned Otoya who sighed in defeat.

"When you were gone. Syo told us he's gay, and.. I said it as okay. And that me and you,.. well I didn't finish but might as well. But, the thing is, Tokiya and I are dating.." Otoya explained, as he looked down, embarassed at his revealment of Tokiya and him.

'Whoa.. Tokiya and Otoya, eh?'

At least they make a good pair, right?

"How long?!" Natsuki exclaimed, always too excited toward everything, I smiled anyways.

"About six months" Tokiya and Otoya answered. My jaw dropped,

"That long?!" I questioned, "how the hell did you manage to--"

"Believe us it wasn't easy." Tokiya admitted, Ren chuckled,

"Otoya is it hard to keep Tokiya satisfied?" we all laughed, even Otoya. Tokiya furrowed his brow and massaged the bridge of his nose.

"You'd be surprised." Otoya joked, and half hugged Tokiya who blushed at his touch.

"It's nice that you guys are oh-so 'understading'" Tokiya gave a small smile,  we all laughed a bit again.
'it's really great being with guys that are so understanding..'

It was getting late, so we decided we would head back to our dorm rooms, Natsuki and I walked back to our room. When we got there, Ai was organizing his things, almost everything was moved into the room and put away. Sharing a room is going to be awkard.. I blushed as Ai turned around and caught me staring at him, and he looked away. 'why is he just so damn cute?' I sighed and walked toward my bed, trying my best not to make eye contact with Ai. I glanced at Ai, and thought about our kiss. 'perfect..' I blushed and quickly turned away. Though Ai, didn't leave my mind as I drifted into the black, into my thoughts which kept my mind running even as I wasn't aware.. Becoming peaceful with sleep..

'Ai..'