Poems and Emotions™

It Could Have Been

I thought about us for so long.
I thought about what you did.
I thought about how you hurt me.
I thought about he you didn't want to let go.
I thought about how you moved on so quickly.
I thought about how what we had was never really love.
Now, I'm thinking of her.
You have no clue how much better than you she is.
She can send me a message and my day will turn around.
When you sent messages, my day got worse.
She makes me genuinely happy for once.
Nobody else ever done that for me.
Thank you.
You made me realize I deserved better than what you gave.
You made me realize I'm better when I'm not crying over how you hurt me.
You made me realize that she'd always been there.
You made me realize how many people could've been looking at me when I was too busy looking at you look at other people.
You made me realize how much you don't matter to me.
You made me realize I'm not as unimportant as you made me feel.
She made me realize how many beautiful things there are in life.
You weren't one.