no one knows
how terrified i am
nothing can compare
to the pounding of my heart
the way
it plummets to the floor
when i know
he is near.
how i let him win
every time
because
what else can i do?
he's stronger than me
he's been alive
for a thousand years
and i always let him in
and as i feel my heart trembling in my chest
a sense of hopelessness
expanding in my chest
when will he decide to leave?
i don't remember a single thing he does when he's in control.
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devoid. → stiles stilinski
Fanfictionhave you ever thought, how does stiles stilinski really feel? {poetry and short writing pieces on stiles' insanity of season 3b}
