"Paige. Would you talk to me?" Randy says. I stay silent staring outside the window. After I tripped and Randy helped me up, we came to his car and now we're in the parking lot sitting in silence.
I've stopped crying because I don't want to embarrass myself anymore but I'm still hurting. I'm in so much pain it makes me feel numb. I know I won't die because of heartache but it sure feels like it.
"I just want to go to sleep. Can you take me to the hotel?" I ask. He looks like he wants to say something but he nods intend. "Thank you." I whisper laying my head against the window.
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"We're here." He says as I open my eyes. I wasn't really sleeping but I pretended I was.
"Can I ask something?" He asks quietly. I don't respond or anything, after a few seconds he talks again. "Is it Roman?"
I look at him and nod. "Ahhh. I see. Well whatever it is, it'll get better. You know love is not all happiness, there's fights and misunderstandings. And it's understandable because we're all humans and we're not perfect." He says.
"He lied." I say blankly, "Oh. Well we all make mistakes now do we?" He says in a sympathetic voice. "I just don't understand why you would lie about their feelings. It doesn't make sense to me. Why would you say you feel something for someone when you don't? Why make them believe that they're important to you when they're not? It's a thing that I would never do to anyone." I say feeling my chest ache.
"Listen, I don't know Roman. I've never talked to him, we're not friends or anything but he doesn't seem like that kind of person. Also he looks like he really does care about you." Randy says, he's trying so hard to make me feel better but I don't feel any better.
"I'm just so confused." I say closing my eyes and holding my head. It's starting to ache really bad, maybe because it's almost two in the morning and I need sleep. Or because I'm over thinking everything.
"Did you give him the chance to explain?" He asks, I think back to what happened and how I ran away from Roman without any explanation. I didn't want to talk to him at that time.
"No." I say, "Well there you go. Maybe if he explains to you what happened or how it happened it'll all make sense."
I shake my head, my eyes filling up with tears. "No he said he wouldn't hurt me and he freaking did."
"No, don't cry. How about we go inside so you can sleep. Maybe in the morning you'll have a clearer head." He opens his door and I open the passenger door and get out.
We get to the lobby and I walk to the elevator, "Thank you, Randy." I say. "No problem." He says. He gets off first and then I do.
When I get to my floor and I walk to my room I see Roman sitting outside of my room. I turn around but he gets up quickly and grabs my by the arm.
"Paige, we need to talk." He says, "I don't want to talk to you." I say angrily pulling away. "Please. I need to explain some things." He says in a pleading voice.
"No. Why don't you go make out with that girl? Since you obviously know her so well." I say, "Paige, you don't understand. I need to explain everything."
"But I don't want to hear it." I say turning around and grabbing the door knob. I realize that I don't have my key once again and I curse myself in my head.
"Well hello love birds." Dean says, I look up and see Dean and Aj there. I'm so thankful they're here right now. "Aj, I need a key." I say quickly.
She takes it out her pocket and hands it to me. Roman grabs my hand and I try to pull away, "Roman." Dean says, he looks at Dean and know he must know that there's something wrong.
"Hey, I think it's best if you talk to her later." He says grabbing Roman from the arm. Roman looks at me with a sad expression and let's go of my hand.
I unlock the door and get in, I hear Aj say goodnight to Dean and she walks in too. She sits in my bed beside me and I stare at the floor that I can't see because it's too dark.
Aj leans in and gives me a hug, I hug her back tightly and lay my head on her shoulder. This is what I like about her. She doesn't have to say anything or ask anything, she understands me so well. She knows when I need time to talk about certain things.
Sometimes words aren't needed.
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This was a short chapter sowwie /.\
I'll try to update sooooooon. Also the story it's in its last chapters. I've had a blast writing this and I appreciate all of you who vote and comment on my story. Thank you guys xoxox ;*
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