On The Run With James Dean [UNDER RECONSTRUCTION]

Eighteen - "Incredible."

I got up and quietly left my room and stood by his door. I lifted my hand to knock but stopped before my knuckles hit the door.

He's probably asleep and he might get annoyed if I woke him up. This was obviously a bad idea.

I turned around to go back to my room but I stopped.

But what if he was awake and wanted me to go in there?

Oh why is this so hard!

I was about to give up and go back to bed when his door suddenly opened. He was topless again; his hair dishevelled where he'd been lying down and my throat suddenly forgot how to swallow.

"I could hear you moving around out here. Everything okay?" He asked, concerened.

Oh yeah I'm fine I just wanted to get in your bed. No big deal.

"Uh... yeah.. no its nothing. Don't worry." I turn around but he grabbed my hand.

"Sugar?"

"Hmm?" I reply, turning back to face him and his eyes found mine.

"Stay with me."

My heart leaped from my chest to my throat as he lightly pulled me into his room and closed the door. I walked over to his bed and got in and he turned off the light and joined me. The only light in the room was from the movie that he had paused, on the tv.

He picked up the dvd remote to unpause the movie but I put my hand on his to stop him.

I guess it's now or never.

"I dont want to watch a movie, Killian."

I'm sure he must of been able to hear my heart slamming itself against my chest wall. My breath was shaky with nerves and his eyes stared into mine as all of the possible scenarios ran through my head - him being angry at me or laughing at me. Or just plain rejecting me. But he did neither of those things.

Without saying a word, his put his hand on the side of my face and gently pressed his lips against mine. It was only for a second but it was all I needed to know how he felt. He pulled away but kept his face centimetres from mine.

"Finally." I whispered, and I kissed him back.

My eyes fluttered closed as his soft lips gently caressed mine. It was like nothing I had ever imagined and it made my whole body shake with adrenaline. His hands were tangled in my hair as our lips slowly moved in sync. I couldn't suppress the moan that came from my mouth as my hands made their way into his hair and I pulled him to me, deepening the kiss. His tongue slid into my mouth running along mine and I moaned again. He moved me down so I was lying on my back and he lowered himself on top of me.

His mouth found its way to my neck as he held one of my hands above my head, tightly in his fingers, and my whole body was ablaze with heat. My other hand caressed down his chest and torso and when I got to his waist I pulled him closer to me. When I could feel him against my groin, I slowly trailed my hand down there, to feel him over his pj's.

He moaned into my neck. Knowing I was turning him on, turned me on even more. I found his lips with my own again and kissed him hard. The passion and heat between us was electrifying and he grabbed the hemline of my shirt and pulled it over my head before taking my head in his hands kissing me again.

Feeling our bare chests together made my body flush with more heat. I slowly ran a finger underneath his waistband and his breath hitched and his whole body shivered. I pulled at the top of his pyjama pants gesturing to him to take them off and he did, before I moved from underneath to lie on top of him. One of his hands grabbed my ass tightly, holding my body to his, as the other found one of my breasts.