Humanities chains

Chapter 10

Bonnabel Ackerman

I look at him and smirk, he has utter surprise written all over his face. "I didn't want to stay in bed, I wanted to have fun before the dreadful event." I tell him, hiding subliminal messages in each word.

"Fancy seeing you, Bonnabel." He tells me. "Good morning commander." I tell him back with a small smile.

He may be dumb now, but he still holds a place in my heart. "Good morning Bonna-Brat." My dearest says to me, and I flash a loving smile. "Hello Darling Dearest, I absolutely love how you got to them before I did. I truly tried my best." I say in a loving tone.

He grunted. "I'm not you darling dearest. Shut up brat. I don't have time for your petty love, and I just met you. How could you be this ignorant?" He says as he pokes at his food shooting daggers at me.

My heart slowly is still cracking, my my. What a retched family reunion indeed.
Hanji and Farlen having a stare off.
Farlen hates me.
Isabel is to ignorant to know anything.
Levi despises me.
Erwin probably hates and fears me now.
Hanji thinks I'm a threat to humanity, she's a true faker now.
And the small trio of Levi, Isabel, and Farlen are all against the corps.
Mike became distant, I never see him anymore.
All of my other friends are still children.

Why the hell won't anything go my way? All I want is for everyone to come together.  Is that to much to ask for? Or does the world still think I'm weak, that I have no reason to like me. I'm not the same girl from the lab, I'm a grown woman. Hell. A old woman at fact, I'm over 100. "So..." Isabel interrupts my train of thought.

Al eyes turn to her, tables in the room not as talkative as they used to be. "Why are we all here? At this table I mean." She asks, and the others agree with her.

I give a small smile. "To exist. To be happy. Dontcha know? We are here because we were all born with a purpose, to help humanity." I tell them.

Levi scoffs. He blows his hair afterwords. God how much I love him, everything about him..."To help humanity?" A low growl escaped from the depths of his throat. "Humanity truly lost a long time ago, and we didn't even lose to the Titans. We lost to the idiots inside of the walls, it's our own fault. Now stop trying to be all kind and caring. Cut the shit, you already know your the outcast here." He says with venom laced in his voice.

Erwin seems a little shocked at his outburst. "Big-bro I thin-" Isable starts, but I cut her off.

"Don't you think saying that, makes you one of those selfish brats inside of the wall? Don't you? Or is it because you struggled in the underground, you think you have a better sense of this world? You are right. You have a better sense than most of these fools, but not more than me. Your words are foolish, you lace them with venom without evening knowing the depth of it all. You don't understand? I know you should but yet you do not! People FEAR Levi. It's HUMAN! Cowardliness is human, but it's only the real monsters that are able to see humanity for the way it really is." By now I'm standing up and eyes are on me. Erwin looks intently on what I'm saying, and Levi is glaring holes in my soul, but I don't care.

"A lost cause." And with that I push my plate of food into the floor for him to pick it up.

Dumb bastard.
He didn't understand what I've had to go through. I don't even know how I love an ungrateful bastard like him...he thinks he's so much better than everyone and that he's all high and mighty on his tight..ass..my....lemonade honey.

Anyways! He's getting me so worked up! I walk inside of the room and grab a quill and ink. And start to write a small letter.

Dearest Levi, or whoever it may concern.

  Currently I am out on a Titan slaying spree, I shall there before the expedition. I'll find you guys during the expedition, try to live!

  To whoever decides to read this letter because they were nosy, not caring about me just the words on the paper,

                       Bonnabel Ackerman.

I put the letter down leaving my last name there on purpose. A few tears escape my eyes, but I walk outside to make my existence worth something.
  

To save that little bit of humanity that's left.

I won't go today or tomorrow, I'll be here for eternity, so why not become its overseer? To help and aid? Beck and call. I am the worlds knight, a forever faithful servant.