The twins

part 10

it passed a whole week after that day before i saw Harry again, during the week he would text me and call me almost daily to see how i was doing at school. Alice was way too distant and that worried me, she didnt asked about Harry and didnt rambled about her weekend as she always does sheee was just sitting at my side not making eye contact with me.

It was sunday again and i couldnt beleive it has been just a week without him, it seemed like ages and we had meet each other just last friday, during all those days not seeing him i had been thinking a lot about him, starting with his violent atittudde, his past, his twin, and all of that stuff, and ending with how fast we have been going, i wasnt a girl know as a bitch much less an easy one, and it did worried me that Harry could change that.

I finished doing my hair while i tought again about what i wanted with himm i loved him, i knew that, it could sound crazy because of the shhort time we have been knowing each other but somehow i was sure it wasnt just a crush, we were (as cheesy as it sounds) connected. I had somehow showed him my real self when none, apart from my mum, has ever know it, and somehow it kind of scared me, i was afraid everything was going so fast that it would just blow in my face.

i was putting on some more lipstick when the dorbell rang, i ran dawnstairs to open the door

-hey love- my curly haired guy said

-hi- i answered blushing, something i discovered on this week is that every time i heard his voice my cheeks inmediatly flushed; i let him in

-i'll just go for my jacket - i told him, he noded after kissing my cheek, and i ran to my room. I took my things and went back downstairs, his back was to me, he was near the door and he had on his hand a picture i have in the wall at the entrance

-whi is him?- he asnked not looking at me, histone hrsh and angry- who. is. him?- he snapped at me, i opened my eyes surprised

-excuse me?

-what?- he said looking at me, his eyes were darker than usual

-who do you think you are to talk to me lika that?- i said offended, if i had learnt something thanks to my mother was to never let a men to snap at you, he had no right

-is he your boyfriend? are you already cheating on me? or are you cheating on him with me? - he grunted dropping the frame to the floor, but instead of shouting back at him , i laughed.

i laughed and laughed and laughed until my stomach hurted, he was frowing

-what the fucking hell is so damn funny?- even when i hated his tone and his choice of words i laughed more, taking out the tears with the back of my hand

-you are so funny- i smiled, he frowned even more, i took the picture from the floor and put it back on the wall

-cheryl- he said serious but at least he wasnt screaming

-why is it so important?- is not like it was a secret or anything, but i was curious, he didnt answered, he looked at the floor ashamed?, then it clikced on my head, i swear i could perfectly imagine the bulb lightening on the top of my head- oh my god- i whispered- are you jealous haz?- i asked he kept looking at the ground, this was so unlike him, i smiled sweetly at him even when he couldnt see me, he could look as the harsh and rude guy on the outside, but deep inside he was a lovely guy with a lot of feelings, i took his hands with mine, and he looked at them, my fingers entwined with his; i slowly pulled him after me to sit on the coach at the living room, he followed without a word.

-harry, he is my cousin- i said sitting at his side, he looked up at me, his eyes getting slowly but surely more brilliant and less dark- he lives in France, he is my only family member, thats why i have his picture- he sighed in relief

-sorry- he whispered and my heart melt- i just cant beleive you actually let me even be near you, is just too good, like my best dream, and im terrified i might wake up soon - his words were music to my ears and i wrapped my arms around his neck and layed my head on his chest, he inmediatly hugged me back resting his chin on the top of my head

-i love you- i said and felt how his muscles relaxed, he needed me , he needed someone to show him some love, he has been alone for too long, and he was starting to beleive all those rumors about him- let's go, im hungry- i said after a while he nodded and puled me up, i was about to walk to the front door when he stopped me and gave me a long kiss.

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we went to a nice restaurant, it wasnt extremly fancy but it was nice and we were having a great time, after eating something and talking a lot, we left the place in his car and we went to his appartment; being on the lift made me remember last friday and giggled

-what?- he asked smiling at me , i shooked my head

-i was just remembering the last time i was here

-oh i remember it pretty well, you didnt wanted to come with me- i giggled again

-you were a stranger and you had told me you wanted to get in my pants! how was i supoussed to trust in you?

-alright alright you got a point there- he smiled and kissed my cheek before we walked out and into his place. - edward wont be here for at least another hour so we have it to ourselves- he smiled at me

-alright- i smiled back

-so, what do you want to do ?

-i dont know, whatever actually- he smirked and it scared me for a second

-whatever?

-i think so...- i frowned , he didnt had to think it twice, his lips were in mine before i could think again what i just said and his hands were on my thigs trying for me to go up and wrapped my legs around his waist , i did as he wanted, my arms wrapping around his neck while his put me in position so i wouldnt fell, i started playing with his curls and a moan scaped his mouth making me smile,his lips separeted for a second so we could breath and he said

- i love you- i smiled at him and kissed him again, it was so amazing to hear those words coming from his lips , he slowly walked backwards till we were on the couch and he layed me there putting his knees at the sides of my hips while he kept his lips playing with mine his hands went up to the front of my t-shirt and then i stopped kissing him, a whole week thinking it i had deceided i wanted to take things slower, and this wasnt exactly slower

-whats wrong?- he asked looking worried at me

-we have to talk- i whispered, i was somehow scared that he would go mad because i thought we were going too fast

- about what?- he asked pulling me to sit at his lap, instead i sat next to him crosslegged so i could look at him in the eyes-Cheryl?

-i think we are going a little bit fast..- i whispered, there was no reason to make a big deal about it, i am known for saying things just as they are

-what?- he asked

-i think we are going too fast harry, like i mean, we just met last week , and look at us- i said looking at my hands, i could sense harrys funny and lovling humor dissapearing

-are you fucking kidding me?- he shouted standing up, and here we go..

-just hear me out harry- i said annoyed- i dont want everyone to think i am a bitch, or that i am with you for sex, thats not who i am and i think you know that

-so what are you telling me is that you dont want anything with me so your reputation isnt affected?- he screamed- well guess what? i dont give a fuck! you can take a bus back to yours!- he screamed and went to his room were he slammed the door after him before locking him with key, i fought back the tears that were about to come from my eyes, i took my things and was about to walk throw the door when it opened an edward came in.

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short part here i know, but i didnt saw youu too excited last time so i am not sure if you are still reading or not so i dnt think you will care... anyways if you do read THANK YOU

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8/11/2013